Behind The Looking Glass

2008-07-08T09:29:00.001-07:00

WWW.MOURNINGVALE.VOX.COM

Update your Fuckin links

hope you didnt think I was dead.

cheers...

Save us

2008-06-21T22:51:00.001-07:00

HELP, I'm so reluctant to blog :(

2008-06-13T02:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Friday the Thirteenth.

save us from the evils that we do

2008-06-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

Finally~

tomorrow's the last day of exams,

And prom is tomorrow night,

Brothers getting married on sunday,

Hectic but fun weekend....

I hope I'll have the time for you Honey...

and you my friends,

Why so sad?

The drama that happened during the exams is over,

and I escaped unharmed,

though I'm ashamed of my actions...

Hope my mom dry cleaned my prom suit.

Bye bye.

kindly unspoken

2008-06-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

One Tree Hill makes me cry

you look pretty loved

2008-06-08T02:17:00.000-07:00

no mood to blog about summer splash sorry.
go to rachellucifer.blogspot.com if you wanna know about summer splash,
why am I not in the mood?
cause I just cut my hair and I'm going back to school in less than 2 Hours.

xoxo

Aku sumpah pantang nenek moyang bapak aku

2008-06-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU Siti Nursyalfira bt Salehuddin! (whoever you are)
for putting your ICT open source latest ICT hardware project up online! :D
You totally saved my life.
whoever you are!
I owe you one! LOL
what am I talking about?
Ict project, what else?
Thanks again stranger

2008-06-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

My Exams begin tomorrow, wish me luck, or lay a rose on my Hole in the earth.

Careveltt

2008-06-03T03:40:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna do something slightly different today, I kinda made two poems, don't ask me why, I guess I felt "deep" enough, -.- well, they're all free verse so don't concentrate on the rhyming so much, enjoy and leave some comments...

This first one is called "Portia Layne"

Portia Layne

Portia layne,
How heavenly your name sounds,
Just like my skin against the grain,

Your skin is Clear, pale as the Ale,
You set upon the table,
As you tell your fables,
To the children that live near,

Though you are young,
And your beauty tenfold,
Somehow, the more the proposals of wealthy men,
The more you never got old,

You kept your heart in a rusted silver chest,
Noting “I’d rather not the Misery be let out”
I want it fresh, I want it Strong,
To be let loose with my next siren song.
I use my beauty, I use my voice,
To lure them childishly,
Before I turn them into Salad Nicoise.

Eye of bat,
Tongue of dog,
I’ll assure you I’ll have none of that,
I only use Brain Of Hog,
To strengthen My Bone china,
So as to be able to break those of poor Carolina,
Who had not sinned, as far as we know,
But had flaunted to every man, all she had to show,

Her Namesake dictates,
She be elegant and pretty,
But as true as that may be,
Shes also Brittle,

For Portia Layne, was always sad,
She could not Love herself,
What more a lad?

and this is the second one, Dear Pitiful Bride

Dear pitiful bride,
I heard the news, the milliner said,
your husband fell and lost his head,
such a pity,
A pity indeed,
A love so fine,
dead, just like the blind mice three,

Dear sorrowful bride,
you remind me of a little miss muffet,
who sat on a tuffet,
mourning her mister's death,
Along came a spider,
who crawled up behind her,
And and robbed her of her one last breath,

Dear Mournful bride,
lainie lainie quite contrary,
How do your tears flow?
With acid burns and puke it churns,
revenge from the dead corpses you own,

Dear horrified bride,
See-saw Portia we call,
Johnny shall have a new master,
he decomposes a little and little by day,
Because he can't rot any faster,

We know your husbands dead and all,
but maybe you deserve this fall,
for all the hearts you've broken bruised,
would it help if this poem instead amused?

And finally the third one, An Ode To Romance

An Ode To Romance

Your eyes,
the stars will envy,
your stare,
with tears lie heavy,
your rose tinted lips,
will lay the very last kiss,
on a lost love's pitiful casket,
and I will be there to take it's place,

the words,
they twist,
they turn,
they burn,
like the pain we feel when were apart,
like the burning light thats in our hearts

The cost I pay,
For the love I lay,
No summer nor winter could ever repay,
from what I hoped to be a sonnet,
an ode to love is penned,
to you my love,
my heart,
my soul,
Is ever yours,
just forever promise me,
you'll never walk out those doors..

Actually, all three of those poems are supposed to be connected, But I wanna see if any of you out there can figure out the relationship between the two ;)
just leave your answer in the comments. You might get a prize if your right :)

comment demons -.-

2008-06-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Where have I been? what have I been Doing?! Have I BEEN blogging at all? re-reading my posts, I'd suspect I was half asleep or drunk while blogging lately, No prizes for guessing which -.-
I've gone to the extent of slipping in a survey of two....

Put me back on my feet and save me from this restless sleep.

Everyone has their obssesion

2008-06-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

Currently listening : You Are Mine - Mute Math
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

I was just talking to Alysha after she hasnt been online for centuries.

what's eating alysha? says:
you know what !~

what's eating alysha? says:
that day

what's eating alysha? says:
i came up with awesome song titles..

what's eating alysha? says:
but now..

what's eating alysha? says:
i've forgotten them all

what's eating alysha? says:
wtf i havent been online in ages!

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
I know

what's eating alysha? says:
cannot type fast anymore :(

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
Lucifer R has had to replace you for awhile

what's eating alysha? says:
yeah you bitch

what's eating alysha? says:
you sms her and you dont sms me !?

what's eating alysha? says:
FINE.

Then...

what's eating alysha? says:
you miss me right?

what's eating alysha? says:
feel like eating the beef noodle at n9

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
HAHA

what's eating alysha? says:
but my mother is too lazy to drive me there

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
Your mom forgotten about me edi

what's eating alysha? says:
she remembers you

what's eating alysha? says:
everytime i tell her i wanna go eat beef noddle at n9

what's eating alysha? says:
she'll say

what's eating alysha? says:
"i bet you just wanna see zack"

what's eating alysha? says:
i'll be like "... =.- okay"

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
I miss your mom, tell her that

what's eating alysha? says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

what's eating alysha? says:
YA RIGHT

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
I SWEAR

what's eating alysha? says:
okay okay i'll tell her

what's eating alysha? says:
but she's roasting chicken now

Aly, Your mom is so cute.

romeo is bleeding to death..

2008-05-31T23:50:00.001-07:00

Here you are Laurie, The pic I took of you that you wanted to see so so badly :) I still think It's the best one ever..

Eurocreeps

2008-05-30T01:33:00.000-07:00

HOLY Mother Of Pearl,

My Exams are in less than a week! June 2nd! omg omg omg im so panicking right noow...breathe, breathe... Jesus, I have my Elit paper on wednesday morning while everyone else is free till after lunch. 2 and half frickin' hours for an ELit exam? since when did Literature become as hard as Agama?
Im so screwed for Bio, Physics and Chem. yeah yeah so I said I used to be a physics whiz, but that was in form 4! Form 5 physics just doesn't take a fancy to me I guess. Electronics, Radioactive decay? HALF LIFE?! ape niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......tak masuk akal langsung. Dont even get me started on Bio and Chem.
So what we have an exeat SMACK in between our papers, I'll still have to study at home right? I'm so so so frustrated. I need you now :(
I suppose since all you Gov school kids had exams while I was relaxing, now It's my turn to toil aimlessly...

Sigh.

Four more weeks to summer.
Four more weeks to a six weeks Holiday!

Which by the end of that, my mind would have conveniently reformatted itself in time for me to fail my trials -.-

Say you wont care.

2008-05-27T00:47:00.001-07:00

Currently listening : New american classic - Taking back Sunday

Well, The rules of tag dictates that the Tagged person MUST do the survey,
So as Dear Lil' Natasha Aida tagged me...

Eight facts

one:
I started playing guitar when I was 11 years old

two:
I get jealous really easily

three:
I love mangosteens, but I havent had em in 4 years

four:
I'm very image conscious, but on occassions I couldnt care less

five:
I think that people on the radio in malaysia (Hitz etc.) dont deserve to be paid for their music because they were written to be sold. I listen to music by people who work hard for their music and people who do it for passion

six:
I've only ever gotten a C for any major Math Exams

seven:
I get annoyed around shallow or bimbotic people ( not acting )

eight:
I treasure friends who treasure me.

I dont forget Birthdays

2008-05-26T02:19:00.000-07:00

I think I missed out something...

Happy Birthday Jamie Teoh!

She's so gonna whack me for using that pic :)

Dont Leave Me Blind

2008-05-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

Currently Listening : O Impossivel – Delittus

You wont be able to download that song anywhere so If you want it you gotta ask me :)

School just finished, It’s Pouring, Its though the sky is feeling my grief and crying on behalf of me. I miss you, why couldn’t I stay longer? Id give anything to feel your head on my shoulder again. Your hand in mine, we had a perfect fit. Yesterday was almost perfect, If only it lasted a little bit longer…where are you now? What are you doing? All these questions are racing through me, I feel so tempted to leave the class to just call you, just to hear you pick up the phone, Last night, your’e cute as you drifted into a sleepy childishness I’d never ever get to experience anywhere else, I cant think of anything else to write about, your all that’s within me, your all I feel, all I care about, I’m cold here, your warmth I left behind when we hugged goodbye. I left you a charm when I kissed you on your forehead, two more weeks till we can relive the moment, perhaps better this time, all I have here are your texts, you try hard to hope some of your warmth gets through to me and I to you. Maybe I should just break my ankle so I can go home again…It’ll naturally get better when I see your shiny eyes, Your hair in my face. Lord, hear me, Keep her safe, keep her happy, and I’ll see her again soon….

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,

To find it in me to carry on

2008-05-24T02:52:00.000-07:00

Do you like the person you are becoming?
Truthfully, I prefer the person I once was, there are some pros and cons to who I am now

Do you currently find yourself to look cute?
nope

What do you want for Christmas/ or your next birthday?
I want a Sony Ericsson G900 :)

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
I always do

What song is stuck in your head?
We Might Fall - Ryan Star

Are you obnoxious?
I can be.

Do you know all of the words to every single Brand New song in creation?
no.

Can you name one song by the Beatles?
Across The Universe

Are you regretting something now?
Is there a point in regretting if its done already?

Do lectures bore you?
Its for the best

How's your girlfriend doing?
Pretty Fine

What is the nearest book to you called?
Three Tragedies

Are you passive or aggressive?
In Between

Ever seen a ghost?
why, yes

A place you’ve lived that you miss?
London

People that you miss?
almost everyone in my links

Someone you need?
God

Wanna have kids before you’re 30?
Maybe AT 30

A memory from secondary school?
Form 3 was the best

Ever have a crush on one of your parents’ friends?
-.-

Something you’ve always wanted to learn how to do?
Surf

Last item you bought yourself?
Sony Ericsson k770i

What did you have for breakfast?
Cocoa Pops

Live at your parents’?
I practically Live at school

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
7

What do you wish you were doing?
Hanging out with my friends

What’s the last thing you said to someone & to whom?
"kk bb" to Lauren

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Take Jess Vicious out and make sure she has a good time

What cd is currently in your cd player?
No Cd's. Just Mp3's

Can you whistle?
nope, and I'm not complaining

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
I want to redo all my piercings

Do you get along better with boys or girls?
Girls

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
Side

What are you listening to?
My Odysee - Scarf!

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
siti mansoorah Hassan

What did you do yesterday?
I slept the whole day after school

What’s bothering you right now?
Assesments and what to wear tomorrow

What gets in your way of your sleeping?
Shit that I think about.

What annoys you most about myspace?
Rempitopia

What are you going to do after this survey?
Find something to do

maybe misery

2008-05-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

..What are we?

Long Overdue Death

2008-05-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

God, my black skies are holding me back from blogging. And I need to stop making grammatical errors.

Apologies to anyone coming here expecting to see an update but is only greeted by my nostalgic entries.
I wish I could Blog, But there's really nothing for me to blog about. Even now, I'm only here to offer my sincerest apologies to my blog.

But dont worry, I'm great, I'm well and I'm fine.
I think you all should know that I wint be back for the next exeat (May 16th to 19th) cause I have to attend a Pre-Spm camp in Pulau Jerejak organised by my deputy headmistress, Never heard of it? hmm, Nieither have I :) yes, I am having regrets sacrificing an exeat, a chance to go home and relax, A chance to spend time with you, A chance to spend time with Jessicka...But hey, we're going to a Resort Spa, so how bad could it be right? right?

Oh god please tell me I'm right....

So I'll see you guys in june? I painfully miss you guys and girls :(
I heartwrenchingly miss you Jess....

Wheeeee....^^

Currently Dying For : "Breathe you in" - Thousand Foot Krutch
And your calls and texts :(

-

I miss you too zack :(

2008-05-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

This is the only way for now.

one banana two banana

2008-05-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

When Good Bananas Go Bad.

Hahah I have a horrible sense of humour, sorry Zack. But you have to admit that banana is damn cute. I mean, come on, it waddles and flaps its arms!

And I'd present the Potter Puppet Pals but I don't think people need to know what I weirdo I really, truly am. Maybe another day.

Onto another note, Ryan Star is a God. He is God. His version of Head Like A Hole and his own original song Back Of Your Car at the Singapore Channel V Party two years ago (I think) was Godlike. To me. I've been trying to find it online for ages (Cos I couldn't go when he was in KL)

Part 1 (Back Of Your Car & 11:59)

Part 2 (Losing My Religion & Head Like A Hole)

Don't tell me he's not Godlike.

We Might Fall - Ryan Star
I love Ryan Star.

Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair

2008-05-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

OMG. Curse the heavens!
I came back to School without my school shoes!
Im forced to wear my seniors huge black Skate shoes as a temporary solution.
Phew,
I didnt get caught.
And my mom is sending my shoes tomorrow.
All's well that End's well

Lauren Wrote this, I think its beautiful but she thinks its cheesy..

its the first time I've tried
To open these doors
won't you let me in?
Not the first to cry
but everythings done
my mind isn't here anymore
i'm falling without grace
stuck in a hollow place

so cover my eyes for me
i'd rather be blinded
than to live with this
run away with my life
on this highway, with me
take me where you're going...

Lauren! You topped up my phone!

White Trash

2008-05-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

Conversing with Bec Dixon...

lauren the other queen b says:
my moms coming back today :D with dvdssssss woohoo

Azrielzacky. ; i'm ever content with losing. says:
porn!

lauren the other queen b says:
noooo

lauren the other queen b says:
cheap cheap dvds!

Azrielzacky. ; i'm ever content with losing. says:
no sidekick

lauren the other queen b says:
no :(

lauren the other queen b says:
unless its a china sidekick

lauren the other queen b says:
prolly sth like sidepunch or wth

Lmfao..

lauren the other queen b says:
eh if it was indonesian sidekick

lauren the other queen b says:
tendang tepi!

Azrielzacky. ; i'm ever content with losing. says:
HAHA

Then......

lauren the other queen b says:
like those fake china stuff

lauren the other queen b says:
they have fake shoes

lauren the other queen b says:
i saw pumi once

lauren the other queen b says:
and adodo

Itch.

2008-05-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

My "apparent" movie soundtrack

Opening Credits	Rise From The Ashes - Quietdrive
Waking Up Scene	Reinventing your exit - UnderOath
Getting Ready Scene	Matter Of Time - Cartel
Car Driving Scene	Acid Nation - Enter Shikari
High School Flashback Scene	Existentialism on prom night
Nostalgic Scene	Letters from the old days - Melissa Williams
Angry Scene	My apocalypse - Escape The Fate
Agony, Painful Scene	Blind - Placebo
Break-up Scene	California - Copeland
Sad, Breakdown Scene	My Skin - Natalie Merchant
Nightclub/Dance Scene	V like Venusian - DJ Gius
Buddy/Sidekick Scene	Sure Thing Falling - Yellowcard
Dreaming of Someone Scene	Boats & Birds - Gregory And The Hawk
Contemplation Scene	The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - The Postal Service
Love Scene	Your Hand In Mine - Explosions In The Sky
Kissing Scene	When I'm With You - Faber Drive
Relaxing Scene	Coffee - Copeland
Action/Fight Scene	Underpass Tutorial - From autumn To ashes
Victory Scene	Jersey - Mayday Parade
Rubbish. haha

I will be very nonsensical and poetic in this entry

2008-05-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

Preface: There's that time again where a useless death rock boy is burdened by a goth rock blog to sit in front of his spaz rock laptop and type out a Psycho rock laden Entry....

Let this be, a tragic entry, because I like the melancholy taste of tragedy. Nay, this be not your author of preference, for your acquaintance, Zack, has befriended tragedy. And together, they set off on an adventure...Leaving me, "Azrielle" In this domain's wake...
For aeons, many of you have wondered, what has this boy been doing? and many of you also, simply could not give a damn.
Since returning from the pit of despair (school). Zacky has not been nowhere, he hath taken a long awaited nap upon arrival at the castle (Home). Thus recharged and strengthened once more. Seriously I only just went out today lah, Thanks Azrielle honey, I'll take it from here. I went to see Throne Away Live at Fly Fm's Campur chart goes live...

It.
Was.
Effin.
Amazing.

Okay, I dont know who she is, but she was pretty cute ^^

I swear, they must draw their influence from incubus, cause from Emir Syazwan's voice, to Ian Koren's Guitar riffs, they sound alot like Incubus. They Kicked off their set with their latest song "Goldfingers (Hey Girl)" Which was really really really funky. Every song from then kept on getting heavier and heavier and heavier.

Finally they ended their set with the song I was totally waiting for.

"AMNESTY"

The live version beats the studio version anytime.After Throne Away, This band called "Seven" (Se7en?) came up, They were really good and I think im officially a fan of theirs now.
I'm probably boring you with this post, I'm boring myself actually. yeah I know this entry sucks.'

I'm really tired, catch you all tomorrow.

My bones are frail like Ice, Breaking upon the touch of a single kiss

Where Fashion Sits

2008-04-28T02:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't been blogging for awhile, I'm really Ill :( There hasn't been any hot water in the morning for more than a week...
Just stopping by to let you guys know that I'll be back in KL from April 3oth (Wed) till May 4th (Sunday).

Oh and a very very very Happy 14th Birthday to my dear Aminah Ibrahim. Sorry I cant be there to celebrate it with you. Not that you want me to anyway *Snort*

I know what your thinking, "Couldnt he have picked a better pic of me that that?"Lol

Goodbye.

Loveless, Love less

2008-04-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

Today is a very special day, the day where an oh so small but fiesty female was born about 17 years ago...

Happy 17th birthday Etain Chow Ee jen! or should I say, Nejeec?

Told you I wouldnt forget -.-

Lets not forget that today is also Earth Day! Earth Day is a name used for two different observances, both held annually during spring in the northern hemisphere, and autumn in the southern hemisphere. These are intended to inspire awareness of and appreciation for the Earth's environment. The United Nations celebrates Earth Day, which was founded by John McConnell in 1969, each year on the March equinox, while a global observance originated by Gaylord Nelson as an environmental teach-in, and since January 1970 also called Earth Day, is celebrated in many countries each year on April 22, including the U.S. I know you'd probably be too lazy to find out whats Earth Day on wikipedia, so I brought the meaning to you ;p

p/s. Damn Etain, you'll be driving before me -.-

Cherchez' Le Femme

2008-04-21T00:36:00.001-07:00

Blogging is not a chore, blogging is not a chore, blogging is not a chore. Rly gotta keep telling myself that. So yes thank you for being “Patient” while I update my blog. Pfft yeah riiiiiiight, Samantha, I hope this pleases you.

So I’m sure you ALL know we lost choral speaking, cause anyone from Cempaka or Sri Garden, would have already blogged about it, *ahem thank you Aminah*. I don’t care rly, I’ll just miss the whole skipping prep time and certain classes to practice. Aaaanywayyyyy, Garden totally roasted our chicken asss with theyre seriously-in-synced-moves-and-we-are-the-destroyer’s quote. Not to mention the totally convincing evil laugh. And Sri Cempaka with their Russel Peters Joke reference. I cant remember what the other school is called so I wont mention any praise for them at all.

Yesterday was house night, as most of you know, every term the house does some sort of activity amongst each other, usually we just have a gay ass barbecue and stay in, bet this time we actually went out. We were fortunate enough to be brought to Sunway Lagoon (which I’ve been dying to go to for ages). We left at 1:30 pm, got there at 3:00pm. I went straight to the water park only to go on a few slides and wonder “Is that all they’ve got?” actually yes, It was all they had for the waterpark. Maybe It was cause the last time I came I was just a little toddler and it looked like a lot to me at that age. After Lagoon I went to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with the Nadza Boys Azim, Macha and Awinn who were also there for house night. We just hung out for a while before they had to leave for school at 9, my bus left at 9 30.

Yeah Etain, Subang Is seriously Effin dodgy, the pool centre in pyramid is Hazy with cigarette smoke and skinny jeans.

On the way to lagoon, I smsed Alysha and reminisced about the glory days where I nicknamed her “Prepaid Flinger” because of this certain incident at Ou where she entered the top up code then threw away the card only to find : “Top Up Failed”. Luckily I was nice enough to buy her another one J. Oh oh Aparrently she’s starting to call me….

COFFEE BOY….

Because I told her that I might work at Gloria Jeans Cofee ater SPM since my Stepdads owns it. And then she was like “ Omg that makes you coffee boy! You’ve worked at starbucks before, and now your gonna work at GJ’s! Cofee boy!!!!!!” -__-

And so tomorrow comes today, Internet was down, couldn’t actually be bothered to go to lunch, Just watched “Silent Hill The Movie” with my roomate. I’m telling you, it’s so annoying to watch a movie with him, he kept on asking questions like “Dia mati tak?” “asal macam tu?” Just WATCH the godforsaken movie laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….Jesus.

I cant wait till American Mcgee’s Alice Movie is out, I hear Buffy is playing Alice, the game was amazing enough, what more the movie? I also cant wait for Inkheart, I have the second book, but I havent read it cause I havent read the first book. But it seems hell exciting, the characters are so creatively named, like Dustfinger the Fire Dancer, Silvertongue, Golden Eyes, slasher, Violante, Cloud Dancer, Rosenquartz, and a lot more..then even have sentences at the beginning of every chapter.

He Has Been Trying To Sing,

Love Into Existence again…

But He Has Failed…

Oh remember that Bali trip I was talking about? Get this,

Its.Gonna.Be.Postponed. Till the end of June.

I wont say I didn’t see it coming, I mean, this teacher of mine Always has excuses, and I mean, ALWAYS. He cant even bring us to seremban let alone Bali. You know, he like to schedule extra classes frickin early in the morning, bet he doesn’t come. He’ll ask us to come at 7 15AM, but at 7:30AM, you can always find him at the dining hall having breakfast. Needless to say I never turn up for his classes anyway. But it’s rly rly annoying. I think I’ll just ask for my money back. I mean, I brought my camera, Bought my Aviators, Had to wake up early during the Hols to do my passport….He just CANT postpone it, at least bring us somewhere else, even redang would be fine…I NEED a holidayyyy……

Okay Cretins, I’m running out of random things to blog about, seeee Jadeline, I cant blog randomly! I think that should be satisfying enough for now.

Save us From.....

2008-04-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

Gah I'm back at school, hardly got much time to blog right now so I'll just make this a short post. I got back last night at 8 30, unpacked then straightaway rushed to choral speaking practice, tomorrow we're going to Cempaka Cheras to compete in the first round, so wish me luck, so I get to skip school more :)
Oh and the Engagement and wedding went fine, I played best man and ring bearer for both, go to facebook for pics kay?

Im currently so addicted to Click Five's "Empty". It reminds me so much of all my friends, especially, Dine And Etain, No idea why.

P/s. I actually got my blog title from my desk, I carved it there last term, and its still there.

Jesus, Forgive us

2008-04-10T21:09:00.000-07:00

Hell, I cant decide if I wanna go to Pavillion with the KTJ boys or not, dont I see them alot at school? and mom says to be home by 7, dunno If I'll make it, Certainly don't wanna waste today at home.

MeLiean

Azrielzamir : synthetic says:
your shuffling dumpling

ღ ℓiean. ` ` ♥ ++your fat dumpling!^^ _ㅠ.ㅠ ♥ [ 동방신기! ] ~ ×。。シ~~ says:
you smelly dumpling D:

ღ ℓiean. ` ` ♥ ++your fat dumpling!^^ _ㅠ.ㅠ ♥ [ 동방신기! ] ~ ×。。シ~~ says:
how can you even mention shuffle to my face DDD:

Azrielzamir : synthetic says:
Wait till we meet face to face

ღ ℓiean. ` ` ♥ ++your fat dumpling!^^ _ㅠ.ㅠ ♥ [ 동방신기! ] ~ ×。。シ~~ says:
you mention shuffle and i shall kick you to africa xD

Azrielzamir : synthetic says:
fine i wont mention shuffling

Azrielzamir : synthetic says:
I WILL shuffle :D

Azrielzamir : synthetic says:
in FRONT of you :D

Shufflex

2008-04-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

Tell me, why can't you see it's not the way
When we all fall down it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down who will take the blame
Who will it take...

No Reason - Sum 41

and i implied black sky
took the needle to my eye
and sucked out all its glow
molly connolly ruined my life
i thought the world should know

Every Man Has A Molly - Say Anything

I wanna tear apart your room
to see if what you say is true
Darling don't you lie, lie to me
I wanna break into your heart
to see why you want us apart
Oh, I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me

PolyGraph Right Now! - The Spill Canvas

As I'm talking my words slip to the floor
and they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door
rendering me freakish and dazed.

Freakish - Saves The Day

Sold out the love that she had, left with a cut of the throat,
Drinks all 'round on her before she strolls to the moat,
The sun goes down, and so does she,
The sun goes down, and so does she...

Pray For Plagues - Bring Me The Horizon

Farewell. Black Balloon

2008-04-08T09:41:00.000-07:00

Now I'm sure you must be dyiiiing to know what goes on in the life of Zachary Chase Matthew the 3rd right? Well I aint telling you! Aww I was only joking, Jangan la merajuk, gimme a hug...aww come here

*SLAP*

I thought I said dont ever touch me again?

You like that ey lynn?

Well to tell you the truth, I've been waking up real early for the past 2 days to go make my passport, otherwise I cant go to Bali (April 30th). Finally got it completed today, all thats left is to be picked up tomorrow. It should be finished by today but I always forgot some document or other, well my mom really -___-.
After finally finishing the passport, I went to Ikano with my momto find me a decent suit. Cause as you know, I've got two big functions this weekend.

1. My Bro's Engagement 12th of april
2.My Moms Wedding 13th of april

That also means I get to go back to school one day later

So I tried on some suits in Padini, theyre rather nice. Actually, Im supposed to be wearing my Bro's Zara jacket, And my old slacks, But theyre frickin huge,it all looks really really stupid on me.
Dont fret, I got Pics.

This Is The General Idea

I also bought 2 new tees from Brands Outlet, hey, it may be cheap but its stylish.

Well, this post was just for the sake of blogging really, and to show off my 2 new tees.

P/s. I think for a dark and macabre person like me, my blog isnt dark enough. what do you think?

Chipmunks are cute and so are you

2008-04-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

Omg Im so In Love with this song ; "Firefly" By Saves The Day. Chris Conley really knows how to pen a heartfelt melody...

I said I'd walk you home after our third round of pouring whiskey down the barrel of our guts
and I grabbed hold of your hand. We're up and we're out and we're yelling through the streets
and I'm out of my f**king mind
and I know you're next to me but I must confess what's in my head.
Keep pumping now, legs to beat the ground, and our hearts to beat the band.
The sky's on fire again. Run down this alleyway.
Lightning bolts again and we become fireflies just flashing at the air.
Rattle garbage cans. Prepare to be ravaged by our lust burning mad, the fire that we've become.
And I know you're under me but I must confess what's in my head:

To me you are the light from a light bulb that breaks sometimes
and the tender warmth inside is released into my life
and it smothers me in flames that lick and scorch my face.
As the smoke reaches the sky know I'm burning tonight.
Know I'm burning tonight.
Know I'm burning tonight.
Know I'm burning tonight.
Know I'll burn for you tonight.

I really suggest you check out this video.

Hold Your Hands Up High And Wash Us Away

2008-04-06T03:06:00.000-07:00

Hey blog, long time no see. whats that? You miss me? you wanna hug? aww come here

*SLAP*

dont ever touch me again.

So let me just blog about yesterday, the day I went to Euphoria (U4ria). Whats Euphoria? it's actually An I.U day hosted by smkDU and SmkTTDI. I wonder why Hartamas doesnt joint venture with another school -__-.

I went for lunch at curve with mom before going. I saw this girl in a grey tube, I thought she was hot, then when I went to Euphoria, she was there. When I got to Kdu College, I straight up called Lynn who was at the moment "straightening" Delia's hair (honestly, Her hair was still bushy when I saw her, I kid I kid! Dont kill me! ily Delia! o.0) Then I called Ashley who brought me inside to register, bumped into the person I'd least expected to, Julian Ong. his shirt was tucked in and I was like "Wtf your shirt tucked in?" so after registering I almost walked off without getting the green ribbon which you tie round your wrist, I didnt really see the point cause it kept falling off. After that I met up with Lynn, Suet, Etaine, Carmen, Bernardine, Sam, Delia, uhhh...Jamie, Elisa Ashlyn, Nikki, uhhh Amira, Vivian Khoo, Nadira, Hariharan, Alice, Hilmi..and im sure there's a few others....Even Brenda who looked good in her Red Dress, Ooh ooh i was reaaaaaaaly glad to see Amanda Ching Li Yen! See! HAHAH I know your full name now!

We had to wait awhile for Cindy and Clara cause they were "Fashionably late". Soon enough they arrived and we went in. Basically, the show was crammed with dancing and shuffling (No they arent the same thing) it was not bad really, Quite professional they are. Actually, all there were was dancing and shuffling and in the end, some bands, (Im skipping the unimportant stuff, you want details, go to lynn's blog :] )

I think the bands were pretty good too, they had really good stage prescence, and theyre better than most high school bands Fo'sho! After all that, they opened the dancefloor, I shuffled for Delia and Cindy, And you know what?

"Delia called my shuffling Cute!"

hahahaha, im a noob at it rly. After the show, we all exchanged hugs and bid our farewells for the night, I followed Amira and gang to the curve so I could get an easier (Definitely Cheaper) cab home. and that was it for the days activity. It was really great seeing everyone again :) :) :)

Dont think you guys are off the hook, I wanna see yall before I go back to school on the 14th! thats right, I got a week left.

Dino, Sam & Me

This is the Girl's Idea, The popped collar was Delia's Idea

Lynn Lok

Chiobu strikes Back

The One And Only, Clara Teo

See? toldja it was still Bushy, No lah, She's rly a bombshell

Count Your Blessings

2008-04-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

Comeback KidComeback Kid

Comeback Kid

Comeback *F**kin Kid Live In Kuala Lumpur on the 26th of April! I Have to go! Some one buy me tickets pleaaaaaaaaaaaasssssseeeeeeeee....
It's 4 days before my Bali trip, Maybe I can come home :D someone bring meeeeeeeee.....

Memories arent what they're cut out to be

2008-03-28T03:01:00.001-07:00

ESOK BALIK (TOMORROW I'm HOME!)

29th March 2008

Need I say more?

A page from my class section in the school magazine, look for me if you can.

The useless Drags of A Death Rock Boy

2008-03-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

Omg, I hate it when people just barge into my room and read over my shoulder, I cant even blog in peace! Hasn't anyone ever heard of privacy? Jeez...

Hello blog, today was a neutral day, the football team and the hockey team went out for more matches, so class was almost empty, brought laptop to math, got sounded in physics...same old same old..But. It's not today i'm gonna blog about, It's yesterday.

yesterday was the prophets birthday, so we were on holiday, oh yea, Happy Birthday man :)
I was actually planning to go out with my classmates since it was a holiday, but most of them couldn't get permission from their housemasters, I was the only one who had no problems cause my mom lied for me and said i was coming home for a kenduri :D even my roommate couldnt get permission cause his mom refused to lie for him, she let him go out, but she refused to lie to the housemaster, therefore he didnt let him out.
So eventually I went out with my seniors in Upper six. Ikram, Aflaah & Mas, we took a cab at about 11 30 to Batang Benar Train Station, seriously, that place is effin dodgy, probably the most retarded train station ever. But i've taken the train home from there with Rashdan before, At Night! so no probs...
After an hour of looking at awkward people on the train we finally arrived at KLsentral, we got a cab to Bangsar Village and then sat down at Madame Kwan's for lunch. Aiman Mahadzir (Ex Student) turned up after abt 10 minutes, Dude, he has a sweet cream coloured cooper s...How nice could your parents be?
I met up with my mom after lunch and walked around Bangsar village with her, It's a pretty expensive place I gotta say, but it's super annoying that their Zara is exclusively for women -.-
After hanging with mom, I met up with the boys agan At telawi street bistro...

*crap, this post is so long and boring, I cant even remember what to type, i had it rehearsed, I swear*

Oh so here's the interesting part....I got drunk

Lol thats right...Picking up where we left off at TBS, I obviously ordered a cocktail, I mean, you sit at a bistro and drink coke? no right? so yeah, first I had a berry enigma...that was quite a sissy drink, wasn't strong at all, Melissa came after I ordered my drink, she was in the area so I offered to treat her, she had a Pina Colada which she slammed pretty darn fast! Lol, she had to go real soon, thats why I think.
After she left, I ordered a Vanilla "Bling Bling"...I guess that was stronger but tasted alot more milky so It was more enjoyable...we moved upstairs soon to get that more "Bar-ish" feel. Aflaah ordered a wine, it tasted pretty good so I ordered one too "Semmillion Chardonnay, a cheaper one of course.....I swear I was still fine when I drank the wine, Ikram ordered a wine too but he said it tasted like puke, therefore I drank it instead...
Okay thats where I met my limit I think, Halfway through Ikram's wine, I couldnt even hold my head up...I could still think, but letting go felt so much better...I could hardly walk after that, we crossed the road to get our dinner then take a cab back to school, I swear, even though nothing was moving, Everything looked like it was.
I got in the cab and almost immediately dozed off. Reaaaaaaaaalllllyyyyyy bad Idea, cause I felt the worst I ever had in my life after that, a splitting headache and nauseous to the point of extremity.

Here's the best part, I puked in the cab when we got into school! Not on the cab floor la, in a plastic bag...

Vanilla Bling Bling

Semillion Chardonnay

I saw THIS at Batang Benar station

I totally collapsed on my Bed when I got back, It took Ikram, Maas and Rahimi to coax me to take a shower...I felt better after eating my dinner, though the memory of the taste of the wine still makes me wanna puke...

Well that was my adventure yesterday, All I ask is this, please please do not judge me, Im not into these kinda things, It was just an occasional social thing, Alcohol Is bad for you, I STILL feel kinda crappy even until now
Hope you enjoyed that looooong update...I have choral speaking practice tonight...DAMMIT.

Tq

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Edit : I think I use the word "well too much...dont I?

Molly Connolly

2008-03-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

Forgot to mention...

Happy Sweet Sixteen Misha Pie!

LOL

The World As We Know It

2008-03-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

Sigh, I dont know why I cant bring myself to blog, let alone about anything sad...
Now, as ~~Most~~ none of you know, I was back last weekend, I missed two major concerts because of peoples sucky planning.

It's like this.
Friday.
I IM'ed a friend to ask if she was going to Colbie Caillat's show at curve, she says shes not sure, long story short, she tells me she'll let me know when she decides....9 pm. I get a call "Hey Zack, Im here at the curve...Are you coming?" now tell me. what happened to "I'll let you know if im going" I wanted to go...and she tells me when the show starts...Do I have the bloody time to go get ready and search for tickets? Got brain or not? I'm guessing not.

Saturday.
Gang A invites me out, But Gang B also invites me out. I wanna meet up with gang B cause i see Gang A all the time at school.
One person from Gang B cancels and I decide to stick with gang A, But someone from Gang A tells me that most of them wont be there, therefore I contemplate going to sunburst, I sms some of them asking if I can get tickets there, I get ffked up replies like "ahh Maybe kot, I dunno" Heck is it that hard to tell me if there is or isnt? then another friend tries to persuade me to come, I was going to, till she told me that the ticket counter was closing at 2 -.- and it was 1....How am I supposed to effing make it? You tell me.

Eventually I wasted my weekend doing boring random things at Ou.....

Thanks alot guys...
You guys are the bestest friends...

And Lynn, I appreciate your effort...

And you guys better be frickin grateful I'm not mentioning names, as bitter as I am...

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

And it's these things that hold you down
when they're supposed to keep you safe and sound
and it's these things you claim to believe
don't let them be the ones you forever try to please

Solitude, Oh It feels Simply ORGASMIC!

2008-03-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

13-3-2008

That date Is TOMORROW! and Tomorrow, I am coming Home for the weekend!
:)

So If you wanna make any plans with meeee, Call me up fast & Book me

P/s. Sorry for the really short posts, I'll make a long interesting/funny one real soon!

lights out.

2008-03-10T01:16:00.000-07:00

Here I am, Alone in my room (Finally). My roommate's speakers are busted thus giving me the peace that I need to relax. I actually just got back from class.

My class (English A set) is forced to take part in the choral speaking competition and must thus attend meetings after school on mondays, wednesdays and thursdays.

You know what I say?

"Go.To.Hell"

As if it's not enough that I go to school every day including saturday, and play rugby every tuesday and thursday, now you wanna suck up my free days too? no way.

Having said that...I attended the meeting today -.- but I WILL find a way out, I will.

if you wanna read the piece were reading....

http://stephanieloh.blogspot.com/2006/03/must-read-cinderella.html

now with that out of the way, lets move on....
and action!

......

Come on...Say something...

......

errr.....

Sorry we might be having some difficulties here....

Oh great the power's out...

Err...

.................................

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room, he stares
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Make the most of us...

2008-03-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

7 Deadly Sins ( Ripped Off Lynn's Blog)

Gluttony

1. Do you think you eat more than you should? Never
2. What is your favorite meal? I dont have like an all time favourite, but I like chicken Rice
3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)? School Food-.-
4. What is your favorite dessert? Peach Melbaaa
5. Can you cook well? Instant food, Eggs
6. Are you a fruit or veggie person? Fruit
7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to? No All Time Favs
8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight? Doubt it
9. Are you vegetarian or vegan? Its the same thing...And NO
10. Describe your normal eating habits. 2 to 3 meals a day with snacks at random intervals

Lust

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex? Wouldnt you like to know
2. Are you a virgin? Yes.
3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when? -
4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex? er, No
5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other? Once, Not proud of it
6. What the first thing you look for in a boy/girl? Great personality, Loves to laugh
7. Do you have any special fantasies? not to be revealed publicly
8. Have you been in lust more than love? Doubt so.
9. Would you have sex with more than one person? No
10. Who have you lust for? hehehe...

Greed

1. What do you want more than anything right now? to Finish form 5 (8months to go)
2. Does money play an important part of your life? Hoyeah
3. What are your goals for the future? ahhh I dont want to think abt it.
4. Do you think money is more important than love? Under the circumstances...
5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it? Refresh my wardrobe
6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy? heh? Im neither :)
7. Do your parents have a lot of money? Enough money.
8. How much money do you spend in one week? rm 10? Im in boarding school!
9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate? er, If theyre my friends
10. Have you ever robbed someone? LOL

Sloth

1. Have many people called you lazy? Parents/Teachers
2. How much sleep do you get at night? 6
3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day? I normally dont.
4. What was the most depressing time of your life? NOW
5. What is the best way to relax? Listen to music..on the beach
6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader? Leader, I have following issues
7. Would you consider yourself a caring person? Yea?
8. What time do you go to bed at night? 11 40?
9. What do you waste most of your time doing? Online, Rugby, school!
10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home? Depends on my mood

Wrath

1. Who was the last person you were upset with? hmm.
2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone? Falsely gotten him into trouble with a teacher :)
3. Do you hate anyone? Oh yes
4. Are you angry a lot? More Tense really
5. What was the last thing that made you mad? Dont wanna recall it
6. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone? nope :)
7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge? yaaaaa
8. What is your biggest pet peeve? Disgusting People
9. How do you express your anger and frustration? Ranting
10. Is it easy for you to forgive? forgive, not so sure abt forget

Envy

1. Who are you most jealous of? Some people
2. What is something you want that your best friend has? Ipod sial
3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life? Kerajinan
4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person? yup
5. How would you consider yourself lucky? Hmm? Wouldnt you like to know
6. Unlucky? VERY
7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself? Yeah, i always am
8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need? Ipod! I need IPOD
9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you? Doubt so
10. Do you want a better life than what you have? I need new clothes

Pride

1. What is your best physical feature? I dont have one
2. What do you like most about your personality? I have excellent morals (i think)
3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning? 20 Minutes
4. Do you wear a lot of make-up? I Used to wear Eyeliner :D
5. How often do you go shopping? not often enough
6. Are your looks very important to you? Ya duh
7. Would you ever like to be a model? :D
8. What could be improved about your body? Taller and thinner
9. Do you think that you’re better than others? ergh No
10. What is your most embarrassing moment? Too embarrasing to tell :)

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I'm alone and self-anaemic,
But sometimes you wake up,
If I could hold this hope inside my hands,
You'd understand they let us down.

Harmonium

2008-03-01T05:31:00.000-08:00

whew, I feel so revived, I guess this exeat is really doing me good, untangling the wires and oiling the gears. I was literally screaming in everybody's faces before this but alas, this temporary relief will help ease the pain of being a fifth former. 8 months to go till SPM :( I'm gonna need all the support I can get.
Now moving on, I didn't do anything yesterday except enjoy my room, mom's cooking, Update everything I needed to on my laptop and had a good night's sleep. Today I went with Mutalib, Akram, Amir, Azaidi, Richmond, Amira, Aiman and Bashar to watch Jumper, yes yes I know I'm late. Only Me, Amir, Azaidi and Mutalib hadn't seen it cause we were in jail. Amira, richmond, Aiman watched ANAK! LOL...some malay horror movie which my mom wants to watch.
Oh oh some random prick tried to give us free tickets to some "Romantic Comedy" (or so he says) we declined somewhat politely though, hey not everything in life is free, got it? Jumping past the pool games and into Jumper (no pun intended:D) Jumper .was. freaking. awesome, we all walked out cursing that we could'nt Zip anywhere we wanted anytime we wanted (Though we were trying considerably hard to) where would you go if you could jump? I wonder...I think I'd obviously rob a few banks...I dunno, I'll think of something when I CAN jump....
I Could've sworn I saw a kid jump outside cineleisure, It was like I didnt see him then all of a sudden fell splat face down out of nowhere, seriously! Are we alone? I doubt it. Anyway, I'm getting bored of this, I dont know what I'm gonna do tomorrow, Since I'm Leaving tomorrow evening...If you wanna make plans, Make em EARLY Please :) so I can see whoever before I leave for school.though I know you dont wanna make any plans pfft. I'll End this post now I think..Bye bye.

And as she spoke, she spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
And you'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
Her vision borrows mine.
And I know she's no stranger,
For I feel I've held her for all of time.

I'll find you in your eyes

2008-02-23T06:21:00.000-08:00

Woi Bosan Sial! I just came back from a ~~shite~~ musical my school had. Okay Lemme explain, every saturday night that were here, there's some dumb activity, whether it's a play, a movie, a dance, a telematch or a (godforsaken) musical. Tonight's was a musical, and yes it did a great job putting me (And the rest) to bed. I had athletics training today, Nothing to say on that except that I cannot do long jump anymore, I've lost the skill, period.
Tomorrow I've got a rugby match, the first since rejoining the senior team so say hello to the new KTJ Titan (Lame). There's a match tomorrow against the old students, I'll probably break a few bones ~~*If im lucky*~~. I've nothing much to say here except...Hold up, You cant complain of my tardiness in blogging! Nothing happens here! So why would I Update if nothing happens!? Yeah go figure genius -.- lol. Anyways, if you want some fun, try visiting :

www.askjud.com

If you can figure out how to work it, your'e gonna have one heckofa swell time...I'll leave you now, where am I going? Oh Isn't life tragic? Btw to whoever thats interested, I'll be back next weekend which is the 29th of feb until 2nd of march...one weekend.

There's a hope
There's a light
And I see it in your eyes
And I hope you can see it in mine
There's a secret held inside
There's a chance
And a time
That the sky could fall tonight
And I will be here at your side

I hope you knew that.

Ballad without a name

2008-02-21T23:45:00.000-08:00

This is just a short post. cuz I'm probably too lazy to blog properly.

Woooot! purevolume.com is like revamped! It looks pretty good, so why not pop on over? :)

Click here click HERE>>>> www.purevolume.com/lighthouses

Hey hey there love, what are you doing in my head,

I thought wed made a lil promise that we’d let time tell instead,

Are you a little optimistic or do I just like being alone,

For the hearts that were burning will light the house we call a home.

Do you like it? too bad it doesnt have a melody to fit into :(

I didnt know you could be so cruel, friend...

2008-02-18T00:50:00.000-08:00

this is gonna be another nonsense entry for my satisfaction...

In every misty eyed gaze I make, another bit of me is lost in thunder, with every word I hastily make, my mind is numb and dazed no longer, without the company you always give, id be bored to death, make no mistake, but one last wish I never made, is to have a valentine, that was never late ...

Now I've got a squash game to play, Bye.

How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

2008-02-17T05:08:00.001-08:00

There! I left a nice gap between this post and the last! so I no longer "Blog Too Much". So sunday sunday, what a sunny day, rly it was so effin' hot, I had to like sit under the cold shower a few times. Hmm, what did I do today... Well I woke up at 8, cause the power got shut off, that means the Fans too, so it was sweltering....I recall My roomate shouting "KIMAK AH SAPE TUTUP KIPAS SIAL". Kampung dude, really. The power came back on at 9 am and ended my suffering, but before you knew it, it was 11 am and effing Mr.Ang was Blowing on his whistle for us all to wake up and start prep. I changed my bedsheets, copied the answers for my History homework off the back of the book then continued reading "stories we could tell". We have like 3 prep times on sunday (11-12, 8-9- 9.45-10.30) so wtf, I can do my homework Later! MSN has been being such a bitch lately, I get signed in, 2 ppl are online, others sign in, I get signed out. wtf man. in the afternoon, I smsed Muiz and went to Naquiyuddin then hung out at the zone, where I spilt Livita Honey on my shirt! ~~It really smells like freakin piss~~. Later went swimming, then squash...Which I hadnt played for ages.....other than that, I havent been doing anything remotely interesting except getting an A for that short story I slacked over, playing rugby and stuff like that. Life here is like that, "FUN? NOT ALLOWED LA". Ah, Ive got a rumusan to copy and a Biology test to study for, one more sleepless night for me.....

Macha Vs. Muiz

Rahimi Vs Adam Karim

waiting......

This is allowed

Short story I slacked over..

Okay, time for me to get back to my favourite pastime....

which is.......

NOT studying.... :] Lawatchuu!

You'll make it up, you'll tell a lie.
Pretend you're real, go on and try.
Praise yourself. It's all ok, it gets easier, it gets easier.
So take your pills, blur your life.
Forget you were ever there, to enjoy the ride.
And bite your lip, swallow your pride.
How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

-Theatre of robots, LoveHateHero

2008-02-12T23:31:00.000-08:00

I've just got back from classes and I am hella exhausted...now for some quiet laptop time (Hopefully) before 5 45 when I have to go support bloody inter-house football, I'm telling ya, I dont like supporting if im not playing....so Bm, Est, Double English, Break, Double math(joy), Lunch, Double chem...All in all, A good day, wednesdays are usually good..Unless prep's not done... -.-
I dont have much to say, cause everything has been such a bore here lately, it alternates between noisy and boring really... Noisy, Boring Noisy, Noisy AND Boring.....Lotsa lotsa Homework....Same as anywhere else.

Oh and did I mention?

Happy birthday Iman Alia !!

Iman doing her thangg

Happy sweet Seventeen Gurl, I wonder how long it's been since we last sparred in karate class...
Good times, good times, dont worry though, there will be more to come! :D

Anywayss...I'm gonna sit back and relax for now....See ya soon demons!

this time, we've got a first class motive. we should start.
i wrote it long ago and never wrote it off.
try and we might.
don't and we will never know.

let's take this outside so i can make another scene.
i'll burn it on you, burn every bit of energy.
dare to resist it. dare to be irresistible.
i'd like to keep you right here always and forever.
if we can keep on the communication we'll determine our fate and our whole situation.
this song will end but it can start again, and so can we.
erase vertigo.
don't be so careful.

i am gonna go for a run across countries
i have begged to drive up.
if it wasn't obvious enough
you are invited to come.

Edit : Omg lately I've been so addicted to cascadaaaa =X Lol....

The hallowed grounds.

2008-02-10T00:42:00.000-08:00

Hello again, I'm sure you all now that I'm leaving for Seremban in about an hour forty-five mins, back to school after a week of holidays..I'm totally not looking forward to it, I've no mood for anything at all. And I'm really sorry if I was rude to anyone on MSN or on the phone, This is not a nice feeling I'm going through......How I wish I was back in Maida Vale, could drown myself while im there. Well, bye people, talk to you from my jail cell...

Maida Vale, London

.....Time starts to slow down and all of these patterns never change.....
...So slow down, because nobody looks at life the same....
..And no one was like this 'til you came along ..
.and reset our dials all wrong.

Father, healer, this heart is so in need

2008-02-09T12:00:00.000-08:00

Its 4 Am and Hannah Cyanide wants to shoot me for putting images of faceless nurses in her head, they're not that bad lah Hannah...Okay maybe in the dark at a haunting 4 30 Am they are, lol. She also reminded me that I havent mentioned anything about this upcoming Valentine's day...Well then, let me sum it up in 2 simple words, no make it 3, cuz I wanna curse

Who.Effing.Cares (sorry, had to censor that, kids come here)

No I dont have a Valentine, I'm going to be alone this Valentine's, nobody will even bother to think "How About Zack?" trust me, It's ever too familiar. But there's still that hope that I might find someone, or someone might think about me....Or maybe I'm just hallucinating. More likely hallucinating.

The one I want is out of reach, Im ever so close, but yet still in breach, of the feelings we share, always haunting me like a recurring nightmare
....I miss you love, think of me....
help me see, set my cold heart free

Thats all I ask of you.

It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

Be mine, valentine?

<3

My Sillhouette's Replacing me

2008-02-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

I think I blog too much :S but I think I blog too little at the same time, one thing's for sure, im CONFUSED -.-
well the only reason I'm making this post id to tell you, yes YOU, that I've recorded a new song...*oh yay, whoop dee doo, lets elect him president next -.-* yeah no big deal, its not even good really, Its just made for the sake of being made, christ. If you still want to feast your ears on it, I'll post the link after this.
Okayyy so this song is just an instrumental, well it was'nt supposed to be but I really couldnt sing on it, nothing I sang came out or fit quite right, so instrumental it is then.

Well Here it is then.... I bring you...One last dance for....

www.myspace.com/lighthousesrox
Click me!

First song on the list, I dedicate it to a certain somebody...who was chatting with me while I was finishing it :] The title shud tell you who. Ciao then people! (If there are any here at all -.-)

And All You Wanted Was Somebody Who Cares

2008-02-08T09:56:00.000-08:00

I think I stared at blogger's blank post for a good Ten minutes before I started typing. I dont know what I'm feeling right now, I can hardly begin to describe it and do this idiosyncratic, monotonous, devoid feeling justice.

My head is aching
My bones feel sore
I feel empty
Bored beyond measure
habit of constantly cracking my bones
lethargic
Insomnia
Feels as though nothing I do will turn out right
Restless
Eyes Watering
Useless
Alone
Upset
I'll add more when I come across any more -.-

Now just try and combine all those feelings and tell me what you feel, on the brink of destruction?
I managed to dump this cancerous feeling for about 3 hours when I went for Iman Alia's early birthday dinner, her birthday's on the 13th so don't forget to wish her....

.JadelinE 8-| says:
xD
Azriel Zacky. says:
xD to you too

See?! that was rude! God, this feeling's totally displeasing. I cant post up pics of the dinner now cause Nadira has most of the pictures, so I'll blog about it when I get the pics, or when I'm feeling more upbeat, right now all I'm in the mood for is Silent hill music.

probably what the inside of my head is like

This song is actually really beautiful...

The past few days were like recovering from surgery

2008-02-07T23:38:00.001-08:00

Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.

In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die

- Insane children, American Mcgee's Alice

God, my blog is so boring, tell me, what can I do to spice it up a little?

Help!
the air turns black, the birds drop from the sky.
This eagle has landed,
I'm choking on your pride

And the walls are closing in,
And you don't appreciate that in my hands tonight, is where your fate lies
Her face drains...

Stand! Stand up, take a bow you have, no reason to celebrate
You're! You're lost in a labyrinth, scream now it's not too late...

Help!
the air turns black, the birds drop from the sky.
This eagle has landed,
I'm choking on your pride

And the walls are closing in,
And you don't appreciate that in my hands tonight, is where your fate lies
Her face drains...

Well, it looks like the end of tonight for our
friend here
He's finding it hard to keep his head
Especially with his girl screaming in his ear
We've gotta ask ourselves, do they deserve this
you've got a minute to make your minds up otherwise
Speak now or forever hold your peace

Amen

This City Is Dead

2008-02-07T08:11:00.000-08:00

Small Talk : Has anyone ever heard the track "Melancholy Requiem" off the Silent Hill 4 Game? It is pretty disturbing, to me at least....

So today, lets see...Oh! Today I went to genting Highlands! it was unplanned, no actually it was planned, cancelled, then spontaneously replanned! The bad part was that I didnt bring my sweater which I packed and it was freezing cold there :(
I didnt do much. I only rode ONE ride *Dodges Trash Being Thrown*, what? The only relatively Un-fast ride was that swinging Pirate Ship! It's been ages since I actually rode anything so ~~I was scared~~ I was NOT used to the speed. I rejoined my mom after watching my cousins ~~crash and burn~~ enjoy their Flume ride.

After that, had dinner at Kota Damansara, And now here I am :) back safely in my room. Here's some pics from the trip, Not much though...

In The Car

your mum la ride this one

The city sleeps in Fog

Really it does

let your heart drop

Look what I bought!

:(

EnD

Oh check out this video! It's Uber cool!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHJAE8rJeIk

Siera <3

Raise Your Razors High!

2008-02-06T07:29:00.000-08:00

"I feeeeeeeel youuuu, Johannaaaaaa, do they think that walls can hide you? bla bla bla I'm at your wiiiii....." Oh dang...sorry abt that...Got a lil carried away...*clears throat* now then.

Omgooosh, Meiyi wasn't kidding when she said she was gonna blog about me and Elva! *swoons* Oh Elva..
Well, head on over to her blog if you wanna see the oh-so-lovely-bananalicious-loveleva-post... :)
so like anyways, I just wanna blog about Yesterday, which was tuesday, the day Me, Mutalib, Akram, and Amir Visited SMK Sri Hartamas....
I arrived first as usual, talked to Jun Cheng firstly, then Wai Cheong and some others. Finally Met up with Pam and Delima again, Im so sorry I didnt spare a convo for You Yi Wenn! Ill do it soon! after all the exchanging of hugs, we trudged off to Burger king for lunch with Azaidi and PJ and Richmond....The sun was not friendly. After scoring some lunch and "catching up" on old times...We walked to the park and messed around, I tried to sit on Mutalibs shoulders but he panicked and scurried away, I did the same to Amir but he shot forwards and banged his head on the big purple dinosaur (Not barney) After that, It was back to school then Akrams hse for a bit of Ps2 then I went home, and I cant remember what comes after that -.-

1.30 am

I finally found time to watch the 7 episodes of Heroes season 2 that Wei Yang gave me...So it was pretty much heroes marathon night on my laptop...ended up sleeping at what? six?
Well after waking up (Or being persuaded to wake up) I went for a haircut, due to the many complaints about my locks. and also because my chio friend Cinder went and chopped her bangs off -.- smart move chiobu, so now we both have ~~retarded~~ hair. No I do not have a pic. Do not harass me.
tq.

Well I best be off now, Iman Athira wants me to blog abt her, hehe

Maybe next time kiddo. AFTER you return from Mekkah! :D

have a safe flight Iman and Tash!

G'nights!

My New Addiction

2008-02-06T06:43:00.000-08:00

What is?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXhVZXkntMs

That Is!

:)

But I dont want to go amongst the mad people!

2008-02-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

Well well well, If it isnt Whats-his-name, thought you could'nt do without poking your nose into Blogspot too eh?
"Oh lay off, Azriel, I'll poke my nose wherever I wanna....!"
Sorry bout that kids, sometimes you alternative shadow never knows when to SHUT UP. thank you :)
Well most of you here already know me, Through Xanga and stuff...if you don't, then I bid you the bestest of luck in unravelling my topmost layers and leaving me cold and gasping for air...lawl. Now here's a lil intro about me.

This is me

Shocking?

Thats cause your brains are loose.

THIS is me

Dumbass

And I'm basically Seventeen this year, and that makes me ummm..older than you? yes dine,alysha,meiyi,Iman,Tash,Jamie...I Am Older!!!!!!!!!LOL

anyway I'm getting bored so I shall leave you with just one last thing...