Saturday, February 23, 2008

I'll find you in your eyes

Woi Bosan Sial! I just came back from a shite musical my school had. Okay Lemme explain, every saturday night that were here, there's some dumb activity, whether it's a play, a movie, a dance, a telematch or a (godforsaken) musical. Tonight's was a musical, and yes it did a great job putting me (And the rest) to bed. I had athletics training today, Nothing to say on that except that I cannot do long jump anymore, I've lost the skill, period.
Tomorrow I've got a rugby match, the first since rejoining the senior team so say hello to the new KTJ Titan (Lame). There's a match tomorrow against the old students, I'll probably break a few bones *If im lucky*. I've nothing much to say here except...Hold up, You cant complain of my tardiness in blogging! Nothing happens here! So why would I Update if nothing happens!? Yeah go figure genius -.- lol. Anyways, if you want some fun, try visiting :


www.askjud.com

If you can figure out how to work it, your'e gonna have one heckofa swell time...I'll leave you now, where am I going? Oh Isn't life tragic? Btw to whoever thats interested, I'll be back next weekend which is the 29th of feb until 2nd of march...one weekend.

There's a hope
There's a light
And I see it in your eyes
And I hope you can see it in mine
There's a secret held inside
There's a chance
And a time
That the sky could fall tonight
And I will be here at your side

I hope you knew that.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Ballad without a name

This is just a short post. cuz I'm probably too lazy to blog properly.

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Hey hey there love, what are you doing in my head,

I thought wed made a lil promise that we’d let time tell instead,

Are you a little optimistic or do I just like being alone,

For the hearts that were burning will light the house we call a home.



Do you like it? too bad it doesnt have a melody to fit into :(



Monday, February 18, 2008

I didnt know you could be so cruel, friend...

this is gonna be another nonsense entry for my satisfaction...

In every misty eyed gaze I make, another bit of me is lost in thunder, with every word I hastily make, my mind is numb and dazed no longer, without the company you always give, id be bored to death, make no mistake, but one last wish I never made, is to have a valentine, that was never late ...

Now I've got a squash game to play, Bye.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

There! I left a nice gap between this post and the last! so I no longer "Blog Too Much". So sunday sunday, what a sunny day, rly it was so effin' hot, I had to like sit under the cold shower a few times. Hmm, what did I do today... Well I woke up at 8, cause the power got shut off, that means the Fans too, so it was sweltering....I recall My roomate shouting "KIMAK AH SAPE TUTUP KIPAS SIAL". Kampung dude, really. The power came back on at 9 am and ended my suffering, but before you knew it, it was 11 am and effing Mr.Ang was Blowing on his whistle for us all to wake up and start prep. I changed my bedsheets, copied the answers for my History homework off the back of the book then continued reading "stories we could tell". We have like 3 prep times on sunday (11-12, 8-9- 9.45-10.30) so wtf, I can do my homework Later! MSN has been being such a bitch lately, I get signed in, 2 ppl are online, others sign in, I get signed out. wtf man. in the afternoon, I smsed Muiz and went to Naquiyuddin then hung out at the zone, where I spilt Livita Honey on my shirt! It really smells like freakin piss. Later went swimming, then squash...Which I hadnt played for ages.....other than that, I havent been doing anything remotely interesting except getting an A for that short story I slacked over, playing rugby and stuff like that. Life here is like that, "FUN? NOT ALLOWED LA". Ah, Ive got a rumusan to copy and a Biology test to study for, one more sleepless night for me.....

Macha Vs. Muiz

Rahimi Vs Adam Karim

waiting......

This is allowed

Short story I slacked over..

Okay, time for me to get back to my favourite pastime....

which is.......

NOT studying.... :] Lawatchuu!

You'll make it up, you'll tell a lie.
Pretend you're real, go on and try.
Praise yourself. It's all ok, it gets easier, it gets easier.
So take your pills, blur your life.
Forget you were ever there, to enjoy the ride.
And bite your lip, swallow your pride.
How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

-Theatre of robots, LoveHateHero




Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I've just got back from classes and I am hella exhausted...now for some quiet laptop time (Hopefully) before 5 45 when I have to go support bloody inter-house football, I'm telling ya, I dont like supporting if im not playing....so Bm, Est, Double English, Break, Double math(joy), Lunch, Double chem...All in all, A good day, wednesdays are usually good..Unless prep's not done... -.-
I dont have much to say, cause everything has been such a bore here lately, it alternates between noisy and boring really... Noisy, Boring Noisy, Noisy AND Boring.....Lotsa lotsa Homework....Same as anywhere else.

Oh and did I mention?

Happy birthday Iman Alia !!

Iman doing her thangg

Happy sweet Seventeen Gurl, I wonder how long it's been since we last sparred in karate class...
Good times, good times, dont worry though, there will be more to come! :D

Anywayss...I'm gonna sit back and relax for now....See ya soon demons!


this time, we've got a first class motive. we should start.
i wrote it long ago and never wrote it off.
try and we might.

don't and we will never know.


let's take this outside so i can make another scene.
i'll burn it on you, burn every bit of energy.

dare to resist it. dare to be irresistible.
i'd like to keep you right here always and forever.
if we can keep on the communication we'll determine our fate and our whole situation.
this song will end but it can start again, and so can we.
erase vertigo.
don't be so careful.

i am gonna go for a run across countries
i have begged to drive up.
if it wasn't obvious enough
you are invited to come.




Edit : Omg lately I've been so addicted to cascadaaaa =X Lol....

Sunday, February 10, 2008

The hallowed grounds.

Hello again, I'm sure you all now that I'm leaving for Seremban in about an hour forty-five mins, back to school after a week of holidays..I'm totally not looking forward to it, I've no mood for anything at all. And I'm really sorry if I was rude to anyone on MSN or on the phone, This is not a nice feeling I'm going through......How I wish I was back in Maida Vale, could drown myself while im there. Well, bye people, talk to you from my jail cell...



Maida Vale, London



.....Time starts to slow down and all of these patterns never change.....
...So slow down, because nobody looks at life the same....
..And no one was like this 'til you came along ..
.and reset our dials all wrong.


Saturday, February 9, 2008

Father, healer, this heart is so in need

Its 4 Am and Hannah Cyanide wants to shoot me for putting images of faceless nurses in her head, they're not that bad lah Hannah...Okay maybe in the dark at a haunting 4 30 Am they are, lol. She also reminded me that I havent mentioned anything about this upcoming Valentine's day...Well then, let me sum it up in 2 simple words, no make it 3, cuz I wanna curse

Who.Effing.Cares (sorry, had to censor that, kids come here)

No I dont have a Valentine, I'm going to be alone this Valentine's, nobody will even bother to think "How About Zack?" trust me, It's ever too familiar. But there's still that hope that I might find someone, or someone might think about me....Or maybe I'm just hallucinating. More likely hallucinating.

The one I want is out of reach, Im ever so close, but yet still in breach, of the feelings we share, always haunting me like a recurring nightmare
....I miss you love, think of me....
help me see, set my cold heart free

Thats all I ask of you.


It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.


Be mine, valentine?

<3