Tuesday, June 3, 2008

My Exams begin tomorrow, wish me luck, or lay a rose on my Hole in the earth.

Careveltt

I'm gonna do something slightly different today, I kinda made two poems, don't ask me why, I guess I felt "deep" enough, -.- well, they're all free verse so don't concentrate on the rhyming so much, enjoy and leave some comments...

This first one is called "Portia Layne"

Portia Layne

Portia layne,
How heavenly your name sounds,
Just like my skin against the grain,

Your skin is Clear, pale as the Ale,
You set upon the table,
As you tell your fables,
To the children that live near,

Though you are young,
And your beauty tenfold,
Somehow, the more the proposals of wealthy men,
The more you never got old,

You kept your heart in a rusted silver chest,
Noting “I’d rather not the Misery be let out”
I want it fresh, I want it Strong,
To be let loose with my next siren song.
I use my beauty, I use my voice,
To lure them childishly,
Before I turn them into Salad Nicoise.

Eye of bat,
Tongue of dog,
I’ll assure you I’ll have none of that,
I only use Brain Of Hog,
To strengthen My Bone china,
So as to be able to break those of poor Carolina,
Who had not sinned, as far as we know,
But had flaunted to every man, all she had to show,


Her Namesake dictates,
She be elegant and pretty,
But as true as that may be,
Shes also Brittle,

For Portia Layne, was always sad,
She could not Love herself,
What more a lad?




and this is the second one, Dear Pitiful Bride



Dear pitiful bride,
I heard the news, the milliner said,
your husband fell and lost his head,
such a pity,
A pity indeed,
A love so fine,
dead, just like the blind mice three,

Dear sorrowful bride,
you remind me of a little miss muffet,
who sat on a tuffet,
mourning her mister's death,
Along came a spider,
who crawled up behind her,
And and robbed her of her one last breath,

Dear Mournful bride,
lainie lainie quite contrary,
How do your tears flow?
With acid burns and puke it churns,
revenge from the dead corpses you own,

Dear horrified bride,
See-saw Portia we call,
Johnny shall have a new master,
he decomposes a little and little by day,
Because he can't rot any faster,


We know your husbands dead and all,
but maybe you deserve this fall,
for all the hearts you've broken bruised,
would it help if this poem instead amused?



And finally the third one, An Ode To Romance


An Ode To Romance

Your eyes,
the stars will envy,
your stare,
with tears lie heavy,
your rose tinted lips,
will lay the very last kiss,
on a lost love's pitiful casket,
and I will be there to take it's place,

the words,
they twist,
they turn,
they burn,
like the pain we feel when were apart,
like the burning light thats in our hearts

The cost I pay,
For the love I lay,
No summer nor winter could ever repay,
from what I hoped to be a sonnet,
an ode to love is penned,
to you my love,
my heart,
my soul,
Is ever yours,
just forever promise me,
you'll never walk out those doors..


Actually, all three of those poems are supposed to be connected, But I wanna see if any of you out there can figure out the relationship between the two ;)
just leave your answer in the comments. You might get a prize if your right :)

comment demons -.-


Sunday, June 1, 2008

Where have I been? what have I been Doing?! Have I BEEN blogging at all? re-reading my posts, I'd suspect I was half asleep or drunk while blogging lately, No prizes for guessing which -.-
I've gone to the extent of slipping in a survey of two....

Put me back on my feet and save me from this restless sleep.

Everyone has their obssesion

Currently listening : You Are Mine - Mute Math
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

I was just talking to Alysha after she hasnt been online for centuries.

what's eating alysha? says:
you know what !~

what's eating alysha? says:
that day

what's eating alysha? says:
i came up with awesome song titles..

what's eating alysha? says:
but now..

what's eating alysha? says:
i've forgotten them all

what's eating alysha? says:
wtf i havent been online in ages!

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
I know

what's eating alysha? says:
cannot type fast anymore :(

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
Lucifer R has had to replace you for awhile

what's eating alysha? says:
yeah you bitch

what's eating alysha? says:
you sms her and you dont sms me !?

what's eating alysha? says:
FINE.

Then...

what's eating alysha? says:
you miss me right?

what's eating alysha? says:
feel like eating the beef noodle at n9

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
HAHA

what's eating alysha? says:
but my mother is too lazy to drive me there

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
Your mom forgotten about me edi

what's eating alysha? says:
she remembers you

what's eating alysha? says:
everytime i tell her i wanna go eat beef noddle at n9

what's eating alysha? says:
she'll say

what's eating alysha? says:
"i bet you just wanna see zack"

what's eating alysha? says:
i'll be like "... =.- okay"

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
I miss your mom, tell her that

what's eating alysha? says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

what's eating alysha? says:
YA RIGHT

Ązяiēlle - | whisp-er. says:
I SWEAR

what's eating alysha? says:
okay okay i'll tell her

what's eating alysha? says:
but she's roasting chicken now





Aly, Your mom is so cute.


Saturday, May 31, 2008

romeo is bleeding to death..

Here you are Laurie, The pic I took of you that you wanted to see so so badly :) I still think It's the best one ever..

<3

Friday, May 30, 2008

Eurocreeps

HOLY Mother Of Pearl,

My Exams are in less than a week! June 2nd! omg omg omg im so panicking right noow...breathe, breathe... Jesus, I have my Elit paper on wednesday morning while everyone else is free till after lunch. 2 and half frickin' hours for an ELit exam? since when did Literature become as hard as Agama?
Im so screwed for Bio, Physics and Chem. yeah yeah so I said I used to be a physics whiz, but that was in form 4! Form 5 physics just doesn't take a fancy to me I guess. Electronics, Radioactive decay? HALF LIFE?! ape niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......tak masuk akal langsung. Dont even get me started on Bio and Chem.
So what we have an exeat SMACK in between our papers, I'll still have to study at home right? I'm so so so frustrated. I need you now :(
I suppose since all you Gov school kids had exams while I was relaxing, now It's my turn to toil aimlessly...

Sigh.

Four more weeks to summer.
Four more weeks to a six weeks Holiday!

Which by the end of that, my mind would have conveniently reformatted itself in time for me to fail my trials -.-

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Say you wont care.

Currently listening : New american classic - Taking back Sunday

Well, The rules of tag dictates that the Tagged person MUST do the survey,
So as Dear Lil' Natasha Aida tagged me...

Eight facts

one:
I started playing guitar when I was 11 years old

two:
I get jealous really easily

three:
I love mangosteens, but I havent had em in 4 years

four:
I'm very image conscious, but on occassions I couldnt care less

five:
I think that people on the radio in malaysia (Hitz etc.) dont deserve to be paid for their music because they were written to be sold. I listen to music by people who work hard for their music and people who do it for passion

six:
I've only ever gotten a C for any major Math Exams

seven:
I get annoyed around shallow or bimbotic people ( not acting )

eight:
I treasure friends who treasure me.