Memories arent what they're cut out to be

ESOK BALIK (TOMORROW I'm HOME!)

29th March 2008

Need I say more?

A page from my class section in the school magazine, look for me if you can.

The useless Drags of A Death Rock Boy

Omg, I hate it when people just barge into my room and read over my shoulder, I cant even blog in peace! Hasn't anyone ever heard of privacy? Jeez...

Hello blog, today was a neutral day, the football team and the hockey team went out for more matches, so class was almost empty, brought laptop to math, got sounded in physics...same old same old..But. It's not today i'm gonna blog about, It's yesterday.

yesterday was the prophets birthday, so we were on holiday, oh yea, Happy Birthday man :)
I was actually planning to go out with my classmates since it was a holiday, but most of them couldn't get permission from their housemasters, I was the only one who had no problems cause my mom lied for me and said i was coming home for a kenduri :D even my roommate couldnt get permission cause his mom refused to lie for him, she let him go out, but she refused to lie to the housemaster, therefore he didnt let him out.
So eventually I went out with my seniors in Upper six. Ikram, Aflaah & Mas, we took a cab at about 11 30 to Batang Benar Train Station, seriously, that place is effin dodgy, probably the most retarded train station ever. But i've taken the train home from there with Rashdan before, At Night! so no probs...
After an hour of looking at awkward people on the train we finally arrived at KLsentral, we got a cab to Bangsar Village and then sat down at Madame Kwan's for lunch. Aiman Mahadzir (Ex Student) turned up after abt 10 minutes, Dude, he has a sweet cream coloured cooper s...How nice could your parents be?
I met up with my mom after lunch and walked around Bangsar village with her, It's a pretty expensive place I gotta say, but it's super annoying that their Zara is exclusively for women -.-
After hanging with mom, I met up with the boys agan At telawi street bistro...

*crap, this post is so long and boring, I cant even remember what to type, i had it rehearsed, I swear*

Oh so here's the interesting part....I got drunk

Lol thats right...Picking up where we left off at TBS, I obviously ordered a cocktail, I mean, you sit at a bistro and drink coke? no right? so yeah, first I had a berry enigma...that was quite a sissy drink, wasn't strong at all, Melissa came after I ordered my drink, she was in the area so I offered to treat her, she had a Pina Colada which she slammed pretty darn fast! Lol, she had to go real soon, thats why I think.
After she left, I ordered a Vanilla "Bling Bling"...I guess that was stronger but tasted alot more milky so It was more enjoyable...we moved upstairs soon to get that more "Bar-ish" feel. Aflaah ordered a wine, it tasted pretty good so I ordered one too "Semmillion Chardonnay, a cheaper one of course.....I swear I was still fine when I drank the wine, Ikram ordered a wine too but he said it tasted like puke, therefore I drank it instead...
Okay thats where I met my limit I think, Halfway through Ikram's wine, I couldnt even hold my head up...I could still think, but letting go felt so much better...I could hardly walk after that, we crossed the road to get our dinner then take a cab back to school, I swear, even though nothing was moving, Everything looked like it was.
I got in the cab and almost immediately dozed off. Reaaaaaaaaalllllyyyyyy bad Idea, cause I felt the worst I ever had in my life after that, a splitting headache and nauseous to the point of extremity.

Here's the best part, I puked in the cab when we got into school! Not on the cab floor la, in a plastic bag...

Vanilla Bling Bling

Semillion Chardonnay

I saw THIS at Batang Benar station

I totally collapsed on my Bed when I got back, It took Ikram, Maas and Rahimi to coax me to take a shower...I felt better after eating my dinner, though the memory of the taste of the wine still makes me wanna puke...

Well that was my adventure yesterday, All I ask is this, please please do not judge me, Im not into these kinda things, It was just an occasional social thing, Alcohol Is bad for you, I STILL feel kinda crappy even until now
Hope you enjoyed that looooong update...I have choral speaking practice tonight...DAMMIT.

Tq

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Edit : I think I use the word "well too much...dont I?

Molly Connolly

Forgot to mention...

Happy Sweet Sixteen Misha Pie!

LOL

The World As We Know It

Sigh, I dont know why I cant bring myself to blog, let alone about anything sad...
Now, as Most none of you know, I was back last weekend, I missed two major concerts because of peoples sucky planning.

It's like this.
Friday.
I IM'ed a friend to ask if she was going to Colbie Caillat's show at curve, she says shes not sure, long story short, she tells me she'll let me know when she decides....9 pm. I get a call "Hey Zack, Im here at the curve...Are you coming?" now tell me. what happened to "I'll let you know if im going" I wanted to go...and she tells me when the show starts...Do I have the bloody time to go get ready and search for tickets? Got brain or not? I'm guessing not.

Saturday.
Gang A invites me out, But Gang B also invites me out. I wanna meet up with gang B cause i see Gang A all the time at school.
One person from Gang B cancels and I decide to stick with gang A, But someone from Gang A tells me that most of them wont be there, therefore I contemplate going to sunburst, I sms some of them asking if I can get tickets there, I get ffked up replies like "ahh Maybe kot, I dunno" Heck is it that hard to tell me if there is or isnt? then another friend tries to persuade me to come, I was going to, till she told me that the ticket counter was closing at 2 -.- and it was 1....How am I supposed to effing make it? You tell me.

Eventually I wasted my weekend doing boring random things at Ou.....

Thanks alot guys...
You guys are the bestest friends...

And Lynn, I appreciate your effort...

And you guys better be frickin grateful I'm not mentioning names, as bitter as I am...

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And it's these things that hold you down
when they're supposed to keep you safe and sound
and it's these things you claim to believe
don't let them be the ones you forever try to please

Solitude, Oh It feels Simply ORGASMIC!

13-3-2008

That date Is TOMORROW! and Tomorrow, I am coming Home for the weekend!
:)

So If you wanna make any plans with meeee, Call me up fast & Book me

P/s. Sorry for the really short posts, I'll make a long interesting/funny one real soon!

lights out.

Here I am, Alone in my room (Finally). My roommate's speakers are busted thus giving me the peace that I need to relax. I actually just got back from class.

My class (English A set) is forced to take part in the choral speaking competition and must thus attend meetings after school on mondays, wednesdays and thursdays.

You know what I say?

"Go.To.Hell"

As if it's not enough that I go to school every day including saturday, and play rugby every tuesday and thursday, now you wanna suck up my free days too? no way.

Having said that...I attended the meeting today -.- but I WILL find a way out, I will.

if you wanna read the piece were reading....

http://stephanieloh.blogspot.com/2006/03/must-read-cinderella.html

now with that out of the way, lets move on....
and action!

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Come on...Say something...

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Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room, he stares
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Make the most of us...

7 Deadly Sins ( Ripped Off Lynn's Blog)

Gluttony

1. Do you think you eat more than you should? Never
2. What is your favorite meal? I dont have like an all time favourite, but I like chicken Rice
3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)? School Food-.-
4. What is your favorite dessert? Peach Melbaaa
5. Can you cook well? Instant food, Eggs
6. Are you a fruit or veggie person? Fruit
7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to? No All Time Favs
8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight? Doubt it
9. Are you vegetarian or vegan? Its the same thing...And NO
10. Describe your normal eating habits. 2 to 3 meals a day with snacks at random intervals

Lust

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex? Wouldnt you like to know
2. Are you a virgin? Yes.
3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when? -
4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex? er, No
5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other? Once, Not proud of it
6. What the first thing you look for in a boy/girl? Great personality, Loves to laugh
7. Do you have any special fantasies? not to be revealed publicly
8. Have you been in lust more than love? Doubt so.
9. Would you have sex with more than one person? No
10. Who have you lust for? hehehe...

Greed

1. What do you want more than anything right now? to Finish form 5 (8months to go)
2. Does money play an important part of your life? Hoyeah
3. What are your goals for the future? ahhh I dont want to think abt it.
4. Do you think money is more important than love? Under the circumstances...
5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it? Refresh my wardrobe
6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy? heh? Im neither :)
7. Do your parents have a lot of money? Enough money.
8. How much money do you spend in one week? rm 10? Im in boarding school!
9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate? er, If theyre my friends
10. Have you ever robbed someone? LOL

Sloth

1. Have many people called you lazy? Parents/Teachers
2. How much sleep do you get at night? 6
3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day? I normally dont.
4. What was the most depressing time of your life? NOW
5. What is the best way to relax? Listen to music..on the beach
6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader? Leader, I have following issues
7. Would you consider yourself a caring person? Yea?
8. What time do you go to bed at night? 11 40?
9. What do you waste most of your time doing? Online, Rugby, school!
10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home? Depends on my mood

Wrath

1. Who was the last person you were upset with? hmm.
2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone? Falsely gotten him into trouble with a teacher :)
3. Do you hate anyone? Oh yes
4. Are you angry a lot? More Tense really
5. What was the last thing that made you mad? Dont wanna recall it
6. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone? nope :)
7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge? yaaaaa
8. What is your biggest pet peeve? Disgusting People
9. How do you express your anger and frustration? Ranting
10. Is it easy for you to forgive? forgive, not so sure abt forget

Envy

1. Who are you most jealous of? Some people
2. What is something you want that your best friend has? Ipod sial
3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life? Kerajinan
4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person? yup
5. How would you consider yourself lucky? Hmm? Wouldnt you like to know
6. Unlucky? VERY
7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself? Yeah, i always am
8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need? Ipod! I need IPOD
9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you? Doubt so
10. Do you want a better life than what you have? I need new clothes

Pride

1. What is your best physical feature? I dont have one
2. What do you like most about your personality? I have excellent morals (i think)
3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning? 20 Minutes
4. Do you wear a lot of make-up? I Used to wear Eyeliner :D
5. How often do you go shopping? not often enough
6. Are your looks very important to you? Ya duh
7. Would you ever like to be a model? :D
8. What could be improved about your body? Taller and thinner
9. Do you think that you’re better than others? ergh No
10. What is your most embarrassing moment? Too embarrasing to tell :)

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I'm alone and self-anaemic,
But sometimes you wake up,
If I could hold this hope inside my hands,
You'd understand they let us down.

Harmonium

whew, I feel so revived, I guess this exeat is really doing me good, untangling the wires and oiling the gears. I was literally screaming in everybody's faces before this but alas, this temporary relief will help ease the pain of being a fifth former. 8 months to go till SPM :( I'm gonna need all the support I can get.
Now moving on, I didn't do anything yesterday except enjoy my room, mom's cooking, Update everything I needed to on my laptop and had a good night's sleep. Today I went with Mutalib, Akram, Amir, Azaidi, Richmond, Amira, Aiman and Bashar to watch Jumper, yes yes I know I'm late. Only Me, Amir, Azaidi and Mutalib hadn't seen it cause we were in jail. Amira, richmond, Aiman watched ANAK! LOL...some malay horror movie which my mom wants to watch.
Oh oh some random prick tried to give us free tickets to some "Romantic Comedy" (or so he says) we declined somewhat politely though, hey not everything in life is free, got it? Jumping past the pool games and into Jumper (no pun intended:D) Jumper .was. freaking. awesome, we all walked out cursing that we could'nt Zip anywhere we wanted anytime we wanted (Though we were trying considerably hard to) where would you go if you could jump? I wonder...I think I'd obviously rob a few banks...I dunno, I'll think of something when I CAN jump....
I Could've sworn I saw a kid jump outside cineleisure, It was like I didnt see him then all of a sudden fell splat face down out of nowhere, seriously! Are we alone? I doubt it. Anyway, I'm getting bored of this, I dont know what I'm gonna do tomorrow, Since I'm Leaving tomorrow evening...If you wanna make plans, Make em EARLY Please :) so I can see whoever before I leave for school.though I know you dont wanna make any plans pfft. I'll End this post now I think..Bye bye.

And as she spoke, she spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
And you'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
Her vision borrows mine.
And I know she's no stranger,
For I feel I've held her for all of time.