Here you are Laurie, The pic I took of you that you wanted to see so so badly :) I still think It's the best one ever..
<3Saturday, May 31, 2008
romeo is bleeding to death..
<3Friday, May 30, 2008
Eurocreeps
HOLY Mother Of Pearl,
My Exams are in less than a week! June 2nd! omg omg omg im so panicking right noow...breathe, breathe... Jesus, I have my Elit paper on wednesday morning while everyone else is free till after lunch. 2 and half frickin' hours for an ELit exam? since when did Literature become as hard as Agama?
Im so screwed for Bio, Physics and Chem. yeah yeah so I said I used to be a physics whiz, but that was in form 4! Form 5 physics just doesn't take a fancy to me I guess. Electronics, Radioactive decay? HALF LIFE?! ape niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......tak masuk akal langsung. Dont even get me started on Bio and Chem.
So what we have an exeat SMACK in between our papers, I'll still have to study at home right? I'm so so so frustrated. I need you now :(
I suppose since all you Gov school kids had exams while I was relaxing, now It's my turn to toil aimlessly...
Sigh.
Four more weeks to summer.
Four more weeks to a six weeks Holiday!
Which by the end of that, my mind would have conveniently reformatted itself in time for me to fail my trials -.-
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Say you wont care.
Currently listening : New american classic - Taking back Sunday
Well, The rules of tag dictates that the Tagged person MUST do the survey,
So as Dear Lil' Natasha Aida tagged me...
Eight facts
one:
I started playing guitar when I was 11 years old
two:
I get jealous really easily
three:
I love mangosteens, but I havent had em in 4 years
four:
I'm very image conscious, but on occassions I couldnt care less
five:
I think that people on the radio in malaysia (Hitz etc.) dont deserve to be paid for their music because they were written to be sold. I listen to music by people who work hard for their music and people who do it for passion
six:
I've only ever gotten a C for any major Math Exams
seven:
I get annoyed around shallow or bimbotic people ( not acting )
eight:
I treasure friends who treasure me.
Monday, May 26, 2008
I dont forget Birthdays
I think I missed out something...
Happy Birthday Jamie Teoh!She's so gonna whack me for using that pic :)
Dont Leave Me Blind
Currently Listening : O Impossivel – Delittus
You wont be able to download that song anywhere so If you want it you gotta ask me :)
School just finished, It’s Pouring, Its though the sky is feeling my grief and crying on behalf of me. I miss you, why couldn’t I stay longer? Id give anything to feel your head on my shoulder again. Your hand in mine, we had a perfect fit. Yesterday was almost perfect, If only it lasted a little bit longer…where are you now? What are you doing? All these questions are racing through me, I feel so tempted to leave the class to just call you, just to hear you pick up the phone, Last night, your’e cute as you drifted into a sleepy childishness I’d never ever get to experience anywhere else, I cant think of anything else to write about, your all that’s within me, your all I feel, all I care about, I’m cold here, your warmth I left behind when we hugged goodbye. I left you a charm when I kissed you on your forehead, two more weeks till we can relive the moment, perhaps better this time, all I have here are your texts, you try hard to hope some of your warmth gets through to me and I to you. Maybe I should just break my ankle so I can go home again…It’ll naturally get better when I see your shiny eyes, Your hair in my face. Lord, hear me, Keep her safe, keep her happy, and I’ll see her again soon….
If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Saturday, May 24, 2008
To find it in me to carry on
Do you like the person you are becoming?
Truthfully, I prefer the person I once was, there are some pros and cons to who I am now
Do you currently find yourself to look cute?
nope
What do you want for Christmas/ or your next birthday?
I want a Sony Ericsson G900 :)
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
I always do
What song is stuck in your head?
We Might Fall - Ryan Star
Are you obnoxious?
I can be.
Do you know all of the words to every single Brand New song in creation?
no.
Can you name one song by the Beatles?
Across The Universe
Are you regretting something now?
Is there a point in regretting if its done already?
Do lectures bore you?
Its for the best
How's your girlfriend doing?
Pretty Fine
What is the nearest book to you called?
Three Tragedies
Are you passive or aggressive?
In Between
Ever seen a ghost?
why, yes
A place you’ve lived that you miss?
London
People that you miss?
almost everyone in my links
Someone you need?
God
Wanna have kids before you’re 30?
Maybe AT 30
A memory from secondary school?
Form 3 was the best
Ever have a crush on one of your parents’ friends?
-.-
Something you’ve always wanted to learn how to do?
Surf
Last item you bought yourself?
Sony Ericsson k770i
What did you have for breakfast?
Cocoa Pops
Live at your parents’?
I practically Live at school
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
7
What do you wish you were doing?
Hanging out with my friends
What’s the last thing you said to someone & to whom?
"kk bb" to Lauren
Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Take Jess Vicious out and make sure she has a good time
What cd is currently in your cd player?
No Cd's. Just Mp3's
Can you whistle?
nope, and I'm not complaining
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
I want to redo all my piercings
Do you get along better with boys or girls?
Girls
Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
Side
What are you listening to?
My Odysee - Scarf!
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom
Which of your friends lives closest to you?
siti mansoorah Hassan
What did you do yesterday?
I slept the whole day after school
What’s bothering you right now?
Assesments and what to wear tomorrow
What gets in your way of your sleeping?
Shit that I think about.
What annoys you most about myspace?
Rempitopia
What are you going to do after this survey?
Find something to do
Monday, May 12, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Long Overdue Death
God, my black skies are holding me back from blogging. And I need to stop making grammatical errors.
Apologies to anyone coming here expecting to see an update but is only greeted by my nostalgic entries.
I wish I could Blog, But there's really nothing for me to blog about. Even now, I'm only here to offer my sincerest apologies to my blog.
But dont worry, I'm great, I'm well and I'm fine.
I think you all should know that I wint be back for the next exeat (May 16th to 19th) cause I have to attend a Pre-Spm camp in Pulau Jerejak organised by my deputy headmistress, Never heard of it? hmm, Nieither have I :) yes, I am having regrets sacrificing an exeat, a chance to go home and relax, A chance to spend time with you, A chance to spend time with Jessicka...But hey, we're going to a Resort Spa, so how bad could it be right? right?
Oh god please tell me I'm right....
So I'll see you guys in june? I painfully miss you guys and girls :(
I heartwrenchingly miss you Jess....
Wheeeee....^^Currently Dying For : "Breathe you in" - Thousand Foot Krutch
And your calls and texts :(
-
I miss you too zack :(
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008
one banana two banana
When Good Bananas Go Bad.
Hahah I have a horrible sense of humour, sorry Zack. But you have to admit that banana is damn cute. I mean, come on, it waddles and flaps its arms!
And I'd present the Potter Puppet Pals but I don't think people need to know what I weirdo I really, truly am. Maybe another day.
Onto another note, Ryan Star is a God. He is God. His version of Head Like A Hole and his own original song Back Of Your Car at the Singapore Channel V Party two years ago (I think) was Godlike. To me. I've been trying to find it online for ages (Cos I couldn't go when he was in KL)
Part 1 (Back Of Your Car & 11:59)
Part 2 (Losing My Religion & Head Like A Hole)
Don't tell me he's not Godlike.
We Might Fall - Ryan Star
I love Ryan Star.
Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair
OMG. Curse the heavens!
I came back to School without my school shoes!
Im forced to wear my seniors huge black Skate shoes as a temporary solution.
Phew,
I didnt get caught.
And my mom is sending my shoes tomorrow.
All's well that End's well
Lauren Wrote this, I think its beautiful but she thinks its cheesy..
its the first time I've tried
To open these doors
won't you let me in?
Not the first to cry
but everythings done
my mind isn't here anymore
i'm falling without grace
stuck in a hollow place
so cover my eyes for me
i'd rather be blinded
than to live with this
run away with my life
on this highway, with me
take me where you're going...
Lauren! You topped up my phone!
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Itch.
My "apparent" movie soundtrack
Opening Credits | Rise From The Ashes - Quietdrive |
| Waking Up Scene | Reinventing your exit - UnderOath |
| Getting Ready Scene | Matter Of Time - Cartel |
| Car Driving Scene | Acid Nation - Enter Shikari |
| High School Flashback Scene | Existentialism on prom night |
| Nostalgic Scene | Letters from the old days - Melissa Williams |
| Angry Scene | My apocalypse - Escape The Fate |
| Agony, Painful Scene | Blind - Placebo |
| Break-up Scene | California - Copeland |
| Sad, Breakdown Scene | My Skin - Natalie Merchant |
| Nightclub/Dance Scene | V like Venusian - DJ Gius |
| Buddy/Sidekick Scene | Sure Thing Falling - Yellowcard |
| Dreaming of Someone Scene | Boats & Birds - Gregory And The Hawk |
| Contemplation Scene | The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - The Postal Service |
| Love Scene | Your Hand In Mine - Explosions In The Sky |
| Kissing Scene | When I'm With You - Faber Drive |
| Relaxing Scene | Coffee - Copeland |
| Action/Fight Scene | Underpass Tutorial - From autumn To ashes |
| Victory Scene | Jersey - Mayday Parade |
| Rubbish. haha |
I will be very nonsensical and poetic in this entry
Preface: There's that time again where a useless death rock boy is burdened by a goth rock blog to sit in front of his spaz rock laptop and type out a Psycho rock laden Entry....
Let this be, a tragic entry, because I like the melancholy taste of tragedy. Nay, this be not your author of preference, for your acquaintance, Zack, has befriended tragedy. And together, they set off on an adventure...Leaving me, "Azrielle" In this domain's wake...
For aeons, many of you have wondered, what has this boy been doing? and many of you also, simply could not give a damn.
Since returning from the pit of despair (school). Zacky has not been nowhere, he hath taken a long awaited nap upon arrival at the castle (Home). Thus recharged and strengthened once more. Seriously I only just went out today lah, Thanks Azrielle honey, I'll take it from here. I went to see Throne Away Live at Fly Fm's Campur chart goes live...
It.
Was.
Effin.
Amazing.
Okay, I dont know who she is, but she was pretty cute ^^I swear, they must draw their influence from incubus, cause from Emir Syazwan's voice, to Ian Koren's Guitar riffs, they sound alot like Incubus. They Kicked off their set with their latest song "Goldfingers (Hey Girl)" Which was really really really funky. Every song from then kept on getting heavier and heavier and heavier.
Finally they ended their set with the song I was totally waiting for.
"AMNESTY"
The live version beats the studio version anytime.After Throne Away, This band called "Seven" (Se7en?) came up, They were really good and I think im officially a fan of theirs now.
I'm probably boring you with this post, I'm boring myself actually. yeah I know this entry sucks.'
I'm really tired, catch you all tomorrow.
My bones are frail like Ice, Breaking upon the touch of a single kiss
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