I'll find you in your eyes

Woi Bosan Sial! I just came back from a shite musical my school had. Okay Lemme explain, every saturday night that were here, there's some dumb activity, whether it's a play, a movie, a dance, a telematch or a (godforsaken) musical. Tonight's was a musical, and yes it did a great job putting me (And the rest) to bed. I had athletics training today, Nothing to say on that except that I cannot do long jump anymore, I've lost the skill, period.
Tomorrow I've got a rugby match, the first since rejoining the senior team so say hello to the new KTJ Titan (Lame). There's a match tomorrow against the old students, I'll probably break a few bones *If im lucky*. I've nothing much to say here except...Hold up, You cant complain of my tardiness in blogging! Nothing happens here! So why would I Update if nothing happens!? Yeah go figure genius -.- lol. Anyways, if you want some fun, try visiting :

www.askjud.com

If you can figure out how to work it, your'e gonna have one heckofa swell time...I'll leave you now, where am I going? Oh Isn't life tragic? Btw to whoever thats interested, I'll be back next weekend which is the 29th of feb until 2nd of march...one weekend.

There's a hope
There's a light
And I see it in your eyes
And I hope you can see it in mine
There's a secret held inside
There's a chance
And a time
That the sky could fall tonight
And I will be here at your side

I hope you knew that.

Ballad without a name

This is just a short post. cuz I'm probably too lazy to blog properly.

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Hey hey there love, what are you doing in my head,

I thought wed made a lil promise that we’d let time tell instead,

Are you a little optimistic or do I just like being alone,

For the hearts that were burning will light the house we call a home.

Do you like it? too bad it doesnt have a melody to fit into :(

I didnt know you could be so cruel, friend...

this is gonna be another nonsense entry for my satisfaction...

In every misty eyed gaze I make, another bit of me is lost in thunder, with every word I hastily make, my mind is numb and dazed no longer, without the company you always give, id be bored to death, make no mistake, but one last wish I never made, is to have a valentine, that was never late ...

Now I've got a squash game to play, Bye.

How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

There! I left a nice gap between this post and the last! so I no longer "Blog Too Much". So sunday sunday, what a sunny day, rly it was so effin' hot, I had to like sit under the cold shower a few times. Hmm, what did I do today... Well I woke up at 8, cause the power got shut off, that means the Fans too, so it was sweltering....I recall My roomate shouting "KIMAK AH SAPE TUTUP KIPAS SIAL". Kampung dude, really. The power came back on at 9 am and ended my suffering, but before you knew it, it was 11 am and effing Mr.Ang was Blowing on his whistle for us all to wake up and start prep. I changed my bedsheets, copied the answers for my History homework off the back of the book then continued reading "stories we could tell". We have like 3 prep times on sunday (11-12, 8-9- 9.45-10.30) so wtf, I can do my homework Later! MSN has been being such a bitch lately, I get signed in, 2 ppl are online, others sign in, I get signed out. wtf man. in the afternoon, I smsed Muiz and went to Naquiyuddin then hung out at the zone, where I spilt Livita Honey on my shirt! It really smells like freakin piss. Later went swimming, then squash...Which I hadnt played for ages.....other than that, I havent been doing anything remotely interesting except getting an A for that short story I slacked over, playing rugby and stuff like that. Life here is like that, "FUN? NOT ALLOWED LA". Ah, Ive got a rumusan to copy and a Biology test to study for, one more sleepless night for me.....

Macha Vs. Muiz

Rahimi Vs Adam Karim

waiting......

This is allowed

Short story I slacked over..

Okay, time for me to get back to my favourite pastime....

which is.......

NOT studying.... :] Lawatchuu!

You'll make it up, you'll tell a lie.
Pretend you're real, go on and try.
Praise yourself. It's all ok, it gets easier, it gets easier.
So take your pills, blur your life.
Forget you were ever there, to enjoy the ride.
And bite your lip, swallow your pride.
How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

-Theatre of robots, LoveHateHero

I've just got back from classes and I am hella exhausted...now for some quiet laptop time (Hopefully) before 5 45 when I have to go support bloody inter-house football, I'm telling ya, I dont like supporting if im not playing....so Bm, Est, Double English, Break, Double math(joy), Lunch, Double chem...All in all, A good day, wednesdays are usually good..Unless prep's not done... -.-
I dont have much to say, cause everything has been such a bore here lately, it alternates between noisy and boring really... Noisy, Boring Noisy, Noisy AND Boring.....Lotsa lotsa Homework....Same as anywhere else.

Oh and did I mention?

Happy birthday Iman Alia !!

Iman doing her thangg

Happy sweet Seventeen Gurl, I wonder how long it's been since we last sparred in karate class...
Good times, good times, dont worry though, there will be more to come! :D

Anywayss...I'm gonna sit back and relax for now....See ya soon demons!

this time, we've got a first class motive. we should start.
i wrote it long ago and never wrote it off.
try and we might.
don't and we will never know.

let's take this outside so i can make another scene.
i'll burn it on you, burn every bit of energy.
dare to resist it. dare to be irresistible.
i'd like to keep you right here always and forever.
if we can keep on the communication we'll determine our fate and our whole situation.
this song will end but it can start again, and so can we.
erase vertigo.
don't be so careful.

i am gonna go for a run across countries
i have begged to drive up.
if it wasn't obvious enough
you are invited to come.

Edit : Omg lately I've been so addicted to cascadaaaa =X Lol....

The hallowed grounds.

Hello again, I'm sure you all now that I'm leaving for Seremban in about an hour forty-five mins, back to school after a week of holidays..I'm totally not looking forward to it, I've no mood for anything at all. And I'm really sorry if I was rude to anyone on MSN or on the phone, This is not a nice feeling I'm going through......How I wish I was back in Maida Vale, could drown myself while im there. Well, bye people, talk to you from my jail cell...

Maida Vale, London



.....Time starts to slow down and all of these patterns never change.....
...So slow down, because nobody looks at life the same....
..And no one was like this 'til you came along ..
.and reset our dials all wrong.

Father, healer, this heart is so in need

Its 4 Am and Hannah Cyanide wants to shoot me for putting images of faceless nurses in her head, they're not that bad lah Hannah...Okay maybe in the dark at a haunting 4 30 Am they are, lol. She also reminded me that I havent mentioned anything about this upcoming Valentine's day...Well then, let me sum it up in 2 simple words, no make it 3, cuz I wanna curse

Who.Effing.Cares (sorry, had to censor that, kids come here)

No I dont have a Valentine, I'm going to be alone this Valentine's, nobody will even bother to think "How About Zack?" trust me, It's ever too familiar. But there's still that hope that I might find someone, or someone might think about me....Or maybe I'm just hallucinating. More likely hallucinating.

The one I want is out of reach, Im ever so close, but yet still in breach, of the feelings we share, always haunting me like a recurring nightmare
....I miss you love, think of me....
help me see, set my cold heart free

Thats all I ask of you.

It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.


Be mine, valentine?

<3

My Sillhouette's Replacing me

I think I blog too much :S but I think I blog too little at the same time, one thing's for sure, im CONFUSED -.-
well the only reason I'm making this post id to tell you, yes YOU, that I've recorded a new song...*oh yay, whoop dee doo, lets elect him president next -.-* yeah no big deal, its not even good really, Its just made for the sake of being made, christ. If you still want to feast your ears on it, I'll post the link after this.
Okayyy so this song is just an instrumental, well it was'nt supposed to be but I really couldnt sing on it, nothing I sang came out or fit quite right, so instrumental it is then.

Well Here it is then.... I bring you...One last dance for....

www.myspace.com/lighthousesrox
Click me!

First song on the list, I dedicate it to a certain somebody...who was chatting with me while I was finishing it :] The title shud tell you who. Ciao then people! (If there are any here at all -.-)

:]

And All You Wanted Was Somebody Who Cares

I think I stared at blogger's blank post for a good Ten minutes before I started typing. I dont know what I'm feeling right now, I can hardly begin to describe it and do this idiosyncratic, monotonous, devoid feeling justice.

• My head is aching
• My bones feel sore
• I feel empty
• Bored beyond measure
• habit of constantly cracking my bones
• lethargic
• Insomnia
  
• Feels as though nothing I do will turn out right
• Restless
• Eyes Watering
• Useless
• Alone
• Upset
  
• I'll add more when I come across any more -.-

Now just try and combine all those feelings and tell me what you feel, on the brink of destruction?
I managed to dump this cancerous feeling for about 3 hours when I went for Iman Alia's early birthday dinner, her birthday's on the 13th so don't forget to wish her....

.JadelinE 8-| says:
xD
Azriel Zacky. says:
xD to you too

See?! that was rude! God, this feeling's totally displeasing. I cant post up pics of the dinner now cause Nadira has most of the pictures, so I'll blog about it when I get the pics, or when I'm feeling more upbeat, right now all I'm in the mood for is Silent hill music.

probably what the inside of my head is like

This song is actually really beautiful...

The past few days were like recovering from surgery

Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.

In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die

- Insane children, American Mcgee's Alice


God, my blog is so boring, tell me, what can I do to spice it up a little?

Help!
the air turns black, the birds drop from the sky.
This eagle has landed,
I'm choking on your pride

And the walls are closing in,
And you don't appreciate that in my hands tonight, is where your fate lies
Her face drains...

Stand! Stand up, take a bow you have, no reason to celebrate
You're! You're lost in a labyrinth, scream now it's not too late...

Help!
the air turns black, the birds drop from the sky.
This eagle has landed,
I'm choking on your pride

And the walls are closing in,
And you don't appreciate that in my hands tonight, is where your fate lies
Her face drains...

Well, it looks like the end of tonight for our
friend here
He's finding it hard to keep his head
Especially with his girl screaming in his ear
We've gotta ask ourselves, do they deserve this
you've got a minute to make your minds up otherwise
Speak now or forever hold your peace

Amen

This City Is Dead

Small Talk : Has anyone ever heard the track "Melancholy Requiem" off the Silent Hill 4 Game? It is pretty disturbing, to me at least....

So today, lets see...Oh! Today I went to genting Highlands! it was unplanned, no actually it was planned, cancelled, then spontaneously replanned! The bad part was that I didnt bring my sweater which I packed and it was freezing cold there :(
I didnt do much. I only rode ONE ride *Dodges Trash Being Thrown*, what? The only relatively Un-fast ride was that swinging Pirate Ship! It's been ages since I actually rode anything so I was scared I was NOT used to the speed. I rejoined my mom after watching my cousins crash and burn enjoy their Flume ride.

After that, had dinner at Kota Damansara, And now here I am :) back safely in my room. Here's some pics from the trip, Not much though...

In The Car

your mum la ride this one

The city sleeps in Fog

Really it does

let your heart drop

Look what I bought!

:(

EnD

Oh check out this video! It's Uber cool!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHJAE8rJeIk

Siera <3

Raise Your Razors High!

"I feeeeeeeel youuuu, Johannaaaaaa, do they think that walls can hide you? bla bla bla I'm at your wiiiii....." Oh dang...sorry abt that...Got a lil carried away...*clears throat* now then.

Omgooosh, Meiyi wasn't kidding when she said she was gonna blog about me and Elva! *swoons* Oh Elva..
Well, head on over to her blog if you wanna see the oh-so-lovely-bananalicious-loveleva-post... :)
so like anyways, I just wanna blog about Yesterday, which was tuesday, the day Me, Mutalib, Akram, and Amir Visited SMK Sri Hartamas....
I arrived first as usual, talked to Jun Cheng firstly, then Wai Cheong and some others. Finally Met up with Pam and Delima again, Im so sorry I didnt spare a convo for You Yi Wenn! Ill do it soon! after all the exchanging of hugs, we trudged off to Burger king for lunch with Azaidi and PJ and Richmond....The sun was not friendly. After scoring some lunch and "catching up" on old times...We walked to the park and messed around, I tried to sit on Mutalibs shoulders but he panicked and scurried away, I did the same to Amir but he shot forwards and banged his head on the big purple dinosaur (Not barney) After that, It was back to school then Akrams hse for a bit of Ps2 then I went home, and I cant remember what comes after that -.-

1.30 am

I finally found time to watch the 7 episodes of Heroes season 2 that Wei Yang gave me...So it was pretty much heroes marathon night on my laptop...ended up sleeping at what? six?
Well after waking up (Or being persuaded to wake up) I went for a haircut, due to the many complaints about my locks. and also because my chio friend Cinder went and chopped her bangs off -.- smart move chiobu, so now we both have retarded hair. No I do not have a pic. Do not harass me.
tq.

Well I best be off now, Iman Athira wants me to blog abt her, hehe

Maybe next time kiddo. AFTER you return from Mekkah! :D

have a safe flight Iman and Tash!

G'nights!

My New Addiction

What is?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXhVZXkntMs

That Is!

:)

But I dont want to go amongst the mad people!

Well well well, If it isnt Whats-his-name, thought you could'nt do without poking your nose into Blogspot too eh?
"Oh lay off, Azriel, I'll poke my nose wherever I wanna....!"
Sorry bout that kids, sometimes you alternative shadow never knows when to SHUT UP. thank you :)
Well most of you here already know me, Through Xanga and stuff...if you don't, then I bid you the bestest of luck in unravelling my topmost layers and leaving me cold and gasping for air...lawl. Now here's a lil intro about me.

This is me

Shocking?

Thats cause your brains are loose.

THIS is me

Dumbass

And I'm basically Seventeen this year, and that makes me ummm..older than you? yes dine,alysha,meiyi,Iman,Tash,Jamie...I Am Older!!!!!!!!!LOL

anyway I'm getting bored so I shall leave you with just one last thing...

www.purevolume.com/lighthouses

En'Chantee'

CIAO